Freedom from Torment

When I was rather deep into the occult, New Age world in the early 70’s, looking back now, I realize that I was under severe demonic torment.  The enemy tends to torment those that he knows that God intends to save.  I was steeped into the occult for 3 years, when like a whirlwind, the Holy Ghost scooped me up and caused me to be born again on a Monday, March 29, 1977 at 4pm in my living room.  Once I was born again, the torment completely stopped.  However, the fake Jesus didn’t stop.  He simply changed his tactics from torment to  demonic deception, which is yet another story.

I did not suffer from the torment, because I have a kind of “Star Trek” type of personality and my rational yet flexible mind did not realize that the fallen angels were trying to send me crazy.  I’m sure I caused them a great deal of frustration when I didn’t flip out, get overwhelmed with fear, and allow the cheese to slip off of my cracker.  I was like a child watching a magician pull a rabbit out of a hat, and in joyous glee holler, “MORE! MORE!!!!”

Once the fallen angel assigned to me threatened me and warned: “If you go to a certain place, you will die on the elevator.” Well, bold and brash me took the challenge and left my apt and stood by the elevator, waiting for the car to go down. When the door opened, there was no car, and I watched one of the ropes fall from above, down the elevator shaft.  Did I go back to my apartment  and shudder in fear?  No.  I walked down the stairs in the stairwell and went where I intended to go without any harm coming to me.

It was things like that which  I experienced as a natural course of events for 3 years.  I remember that  they tried to flip me out by sending me a message through  automatic writing, “Pam, we have a surprise for you.  When you go home, go straight to your refrigerator.” I did so.  There, on the top shelf was my iron.” Did I flip out? No. I was excited and not afraid.  I said, “Wow, can you guys do that again?”

When fallen angels walked into me and spoke through my mouth, while my spirit was standing on the other side of the room looking at me, was I afraid?  No.  I asked for more.  Any time I asked, they did not come.  When they entered me, I was always caught by surprise.  I have since discovered that they could not come when I called them because God would not allow it. Once I became born again 34 years ago, all of this kind of thing stopped cold!

Consequently, it truly baffled me when so many tormented churchgoing folk who claimed to be saved, continue to seek  me for deliverance counseling on the web, since Dec. 2002.  What I have seen and worked with is absolutely astounding. Several of the accounts are detailed in 3 of my books, mainly in “Faces of the Religious Demon.”

The examples are numerous, steadily growing in number.  Here are but a few.  A churchgoer reported that she had to read a tiny bible because her big bible was used as a weapon to beat her in the head with it.  A fallen angel took her own arm and used it to beat herself.  Another could  NOT read the bible out loud.  When she attempted to, the fallen angel used her mouth to scream out blashemies and foul language. Another saw excrement over her food, which was not actually there and she became obsessive-compulsive.  Another was forced to eat out of garbage cans.  Another grabbed the steering wheel of my car when I picked her up from the bus station.  I was driving on a highway at 65 miles an hour.

The list of torments goes on and on with people who claim to be saved, most speak in tongues,  and practically all of them  attended church regularly.

Know this.

Fallen angels should not be able to enter a born again person.  When they can, then they are in control. No saved person ought to be hearing voices constantly.  So if you are in demonic torment, God is allowing the torment as a blessing to open your spiritually blind eyes to the fact that YOU ARE NOT SAVED!

The good news is that the torment itself is a sign that God DOES plan to save you.  You just need for that religious demon sent by the fake Jesus to be case out of you SO THAT HE CAN SAVE YOU.

If you are a Christian and you have been experiencing demonic torment, there is help for you. Call 518-477-5759

25 Responses to “Freedom from Torment”

  1. Garland November 22, 2014 at 6:03 pm #

    I’m writing because I’m ready to hear your perception of me being deceived. So I can understand why you say that I am. You tell me what you think because I am listening. Quick to hear, slow to speak, and slow to anger because the wrath of a man worketh not the righteousness of God.

  2. Garland November 22, 2014 at 5:11 pm #

    Pandora? I’m listening, do tell. Please do.

    • Pam Sheppard Publishing November 22, 2014 at 5:25 pm #

      you are quick. iPads tend to create their own words. I saw the Pandora thing and I immediatelycorrected it. ,

      No. I will not waste my time on this. in fact, this back and forth between you and I IS NOW OVER!!!!!

  3. Garland November 22, 2014 at 3:51 pm #

    I am not arrogant at all, but you are not aware that I am not writing without instruction from God Almighty and I did not mean to offend you; but you were complemented for your zeal for God and you insulted me for doing what God told me to do. I don’t do anything unless God gives me permission and I am not ever in the wrong because of it, my whole life has been attacked by people who say they know God but have done evil in God’s name because they go to church on Sunday which is not the Sabbath at all. My walk with God has been beautiful since I seeked His face for what you are saying to me and I hope you can stop thinking that I am not who I say I am and be a fellowservant in Christ as I know you can. There should be no strife between us when you and I know that only God giveth the increase and we are but ministers of God. Let there be Peace and Love toward all who are of the Kingdom of God.

    • Garland November 22, 2014 at 4:00 pm #

      All Prophesy is given by God to me and through me to whomever it was meant for. I don’t ever do this of my own belly because I got a whole lot in my belly for God but he will destroy the meats and the belly if I disobey Him; so I don’t hesitate when God gives me something.

    • Pam Sheppard Publishing November 22, 2014 at 4:31 pm #

      There is no strife. Nor was I offended. I try to speak the truth without hurting people’s feelings. I don’t attack people.

      Simply put. The more you write, the more I simply see how much you are deceived. please understand that I am not about to waste any more time on this.

      Since clearly you won’t listen to me, I have no more to say to you but simply wish you well, and keep the door of communication open to you when you are ready to receive my perceptions of what is going on with you. Regards to you and yours.

  4. Garland November 22, 2014 at 3:00 pm #

    I am not deceived nor am I arrogant. I am as humble as they come and I am definitely in the Faith. Right now as I speak, the Lord is guiding my hands to reply to you the Truth of my life in the Lord to this very day. I am definitely speaking to the Lord on a daily basis and I am trying with all hardship to get the word out about the Beauty of the Lord. My life has been completely changed since the Lord has been with me and people still don’t understand that “I am not my own” and “I was bought with a price”. I have been given so many Spiritual Gifts that I still don’t know how they will be used and I am able to Prophesy in the Lord’s name with no hesitation; my life is completely transformed from what it used to be and my mind is Spirit-healed & Spirit-filled by the Holy Spirit whom I have been speaking with since being visited and even now is with me in writing to you. I did not speak to you by choice, it is the Lord that is having me do this and I am not going to disobey the Lord for no one. I hope you understand that I am not being arrogant at all, just obedient to Our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. Now you know I’m not alone but with the Lord who is Forever in control of His Servants until we home where we belong with Our Lord.

    • Pam Sheppard Publishing November 22, 2014 at 3:07 pm #

      your statement below is what is arrogant.

      You have alot in your belly for GOD and He is going to do the same for you as He has for me.

      With a statement made like that, there is a suggestion here that you are spiritually more advanced than me. IF YOU ARE, THEN YOU WOULD NOT HAVE MADE SUCH A STATEMENT.

      I tell you what. When you are ready to teach me, set up your own blog, and I will come and learn from YOU!


  5. Garland Dwayne Prater November 22, 2014 at 4:02 am #

    I know that I am saved because the Lord has washed me with the washing of regeneration. I came to you because I had no idea of what I should do at the time, my wife was telling people that I was crazy and my family has destroyed my marriage by telling her who I used to be. I’m no longer that person that they thought they knew, everyone in the Kingdom of God knows who I am, I have become a Mighty Man of God and Anointed so by God Almighty to do what I was created to do; which is to preach, teach, and praise God all the days of my life. I have no idea why God chose me, I just know he did and I am forever grateful and accept with all my heart the gift of God Almighty to serve Him like no other Man of God has before. My life has been Blessed because of what those around me has done to me because they were self-righteous and decided that I have done something against the Lord to be in torment like I was. I have done nothing wrong, I have been on strong meat for most of my life since I was seeking God for something that happened in my life that I have not been able to get out of my mind. I’m sorry for my family and friends because they were not able to do anything for me during this period of time when God was testing my own family and friends at the same time. The treated me like Job’s three friends in his time of testing and God is not happy about it, but they will all get to know how much the Lord needed to get me away from those who seek to do harm to one of God’s servants. I have become a “Free Man of God” because of all the things that people have put me through, and through it all I kept my faith in the Lord. I have no idea why I’m telling you all this but I’m being led by the Lord to tell you what I am telling you. I know exactly who I’m talking to when I am told what to say or do because 1st John 4:2 says Hereby know ye the Spirit of God: every spirit that confesseth Jesus Christ is come in the flesh is of God:
    I am not anyone that needs to be delivered from anything, I am a man who has been Blessed by God; and will be serving Him till the day I am home where I belong. My life is full of goodness and mercy; my life is complete with the Lord. I just need to say one more thing…..GOD is as real as you and I; he is not to be messed with and you have got to stop telling people you are a Woman of God because he does not like when people say that someone is not saved and they have been chosen for a purpose that the Lord has made for them who believe in Him more than anything in the world. I hope that you will understand that this is a message from a Mighty Man of God and is intended to help you to be who GOD wants you to be. Be Blessed fellow servant in Christ Jesus. ALL HONOR AND GLORY TO GOD ALMIGHTY.

    • Pam Sheppard Publishing November 22, 2014 at 11:28 am #

      You came to ME!!!????? I don’t know you, and I do not recall ever hearing from you until now.

      • Garland November 22, 2014 at 12:40 pm #

        I was seeking help before my transformation, when I was told that I needed deliverance because I was not saved but I have been saved by the Lord Jesus Christ for the purpose of being a Servant of God. I needed help from someone. I happened to come across your page and thought you would understand after reading your post on torment; but I didn’t know that it was a test from God that I was going through. I almost thought I was not saved and needed to be delivered until the Lord spoke and baptized me by the Holy Spirit. I am not coming to you in anger, but in Love because I know you Love the Lord just as much as I do and I am not speaking to you in disrespect but Honor. You have alot in your belly for GOD and He is going to do the same for you as He has for me. Now you know how God choses His Servants and how He decides who they are, because He will manifest Himself to those who Love Him; not only in word but deed. To know the Lord is to walk in His ways and suffer great loss & persecution despite what the world may think of you. TO GOD BE ALL GLORY & DOMINION FOREVER. HIS MERCY ENDURETH FOREVER. I’m nothing but a Servant, a Mighty Man of God.
        GLORY BE TO GOD.

        • Pam Sheppard Publishing November 22, 2014 at 12:48 pm #

          The only way I would tell anyone that they are not saved is to simply ask them to tell me what happened on the day they got born again. I don’t recall your name or ever asking you such a question. Everyone should examine themselves to see if they are in the faith, which is scripture.

          perhaps you do not intend to sound arrogant but you do. if you are suggesting that the Lord caused you to speak in tongues, then you are certainly deceived.

  6. dwayne June 27, 2014 at 9:59 pm #

    Been hearing angels over 2+ years………cursing at me and constantly lying. I tested the spirit and they do confirm that Jesus Is The Lord.
    But why are they tormenting me. They want me to look crazy to my family, not only that……I have lost my marriage and kids to these daily attacks and my belief in God is True. My whole entire family has turned their backs on me and count me as crazy/issues. I feel as though this will never end. Somehow God will save me from this and I’m waiting for my savior to bring me out of this. All I know is to keep reading my Bible…..praying……to keep my Faith in God strong. Why is this happening…… I not saved?

    • Pam Sheppard Publishing June 28, 2014 at 11:58 am #

      You answered it. if you were saved this would NOT be happening.

      • dwayne June 28, 2014 at 1:49 pm #

        So you mean even though…….I Confess With My Mouth That JESUS IS THE LORD and have excepted JESUS as my personal LORD and SAVIOR. I have excepted JESUS into my life………and have been baptized since a child. You are saying I have not been saved……If I need to be saved, then tell me how to get saved.

      • Anonymous November 21, 2014 at 12:04 am #

        I guess you would consider King David unsaved because his soul was persecuted so much. Sounds like there was torment there.
        Ooohh lets not forget Job. Job had a very sorrowful time.

        • Pam Sheppard Publishing November 22, 2014 at 1:10 am #

          you need to read this post again because apparently you are not understanding it. persecution is not torment. King David was not saved until JESUS went to the cross. he was among those in Abraham’s bosom, awaiting the Lord to deliver him. Job was under demonic torment, yet he did not know it. he thought God was doing it,

    • Garland November 22, 2014 at 3:14 pm #

      This is my post and my middle name is Dwayne, this why you didn’t remember me. I have become a Mighty Man of God because this was going on for far more years than I discussed in my post and God declared me a Mighty Man of God; it is not me who declared it but God. I am too humble and God doesn’t understand how a Mighty Man of God can be so humble but he likes it and that is all I can say about that. HALLELUYAH, THANK YOU JESUS…..GLORY BE TO GOD ALMIGHTY.

    • Michelle May 22, 2015 at 8:22 am #

      angels don’t curse you. Test them with Jesus is powerful then Satan. Or revelation 20:9&10. Remember in the book of acts when the lady who had a spirit of divination and said theses are the servant of the most high God. Go to a church who is strong in deliverance

      You are battling with witchcraft , go to a annoited church who does deliverance

      • Pam Sheppard Publishing May 23, 2015 at 6:12 pm #

        The woman in Acts 16 is a clear example of how the enemy will try to trick you with the truth.

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  8. tolandar July 8, 2013 at 1:47 pm #

    Once again, if you are born again, you should not be in torment. If you are in torment, but believe you are born again, you may have what is called a “false conversion,” which means that you most likely did NOT have a true born again experience, but instead unknowingly performed some religious act that allowed you to open your Chakras (demonic doorways) to allow evil spirits to enter.

    • Crystal November 23, 2013 at 8:56 pm #

      HI, I agree with much of what I have read so far. Could you please pray for me? I had been a professing Christian for about 20years. A few years ago things were revealed to me about the prophetic movement that I had been involved in for several years and then suspected I needed deliverance. When I sought deliverance I had manifested which confirmed my suspicions. At that time I thought that Christians can have demons, but I now think differently. During a time period when meeting with one particular deliverance minister I had went to a few times, things got really bad spiritually, I was attacked and felt things physically. I still know it’s there and I believe I had received more demons instead of being set free. I sense it every day. Please pray for me if you would. I have been quite hesitant in seeking deliverance since that time period and believe I need to renew my mind to the truth and am praying for genuine salvation.Thank you for your prayers.

  9. Pam Sheppard Publishing July 8, 2013 at 1:30 pm #

    As supernatural things become more common to man and people are seeking higher levels of consciousness, the enemy is bombarding them with more uncommon experiences that lead to torment.

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