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THE ALTAR CALL, THE INVITATION AND THE FAKE JESUS Part 2

20 Oct

I coined the term "counterfeit births" because I have seen so many false conversions. My book, "The Religious Demon" provides profiles of about 75% of the cases. I've yet to write a second edition.

A significant part of the “I accept Jesus” practice is to ask Jesus to “come into my heart.” 

Anyone who knows even a little about kundalini yoga and the 7 chakras are aware of the fact that every human being has 7 spiritual gateways or doorways in his body. Through entering a state of passivity, yoga, meditation, hypnosis, chanting, even speaking in tongues will create an altered state of consciousness (ASC) conducive enough  to  crack open  the spiritual doorway, one by one. I would include falling slain in the spirit, holy laughter, speaking in tongues, the holy dance, shouting, running around the church, flopping one’s head back and forth, as additional practices that stir up the kundalini spirit and open the 7 doorways. 

Chakras are actually doorways for Hindu gods who themselves are really principalities and powers.  Each of these entities stand guard over each of the 7 portals: Over the crown is Shiva; the third eye is Hakini, the throat is Savashiva, the navel is Bahni, the sexual organs are Vishnu and Rakeeni, the anus is Brahma and the heart is Isha.

Since no where in the bible does it even suggest that we should “ask Jesus into our hearts,” the fallen angel Isha responds to the unsuspecting seekers “invitation” as a call to the fake Jesus Sananda who Isha serves.  So Isha opens the doorway to the heart and religious demons are able to enter and take up residence.

How do I know this to be so? 

Well, since 2002, I have been practicing deliverance counseling with professing Christians who had a false conversion by “asking Jesus to come into their hears.” Without exception, they were all demonized at various levels along a spectrum.  Some simply cannot experience the godly sorrow of repentance,  some just have no faith concerning the Lord’s resurrection, some are compulsive and legalistic without baring any genuine fruit for Christ, while much more debilitating captives  are severely tormented with hearing condemning voices,  materialized manifestations of demons, depersonalization, insomnia,  frequent bouts of sleep paralysis, blasphemous thoughts, suicidal thoughts,  demons using their bodies to speak and move objects,  even spontaneous orgasms of demonic origin.

What do they ALL have in common? They either repeated a sinner’s prayer at the conclusion of a TV or radio program, from a printed tract, or they got up out of their seats and walked forward at the invitation and “accepted Jesus.” Most of these captives were tongue talkers but not all.  Some of them came from the mainline denominational churches as well as from the word of faith, pentecostal-charismatics.  Those who chanted “Jesus, Jesus, Jesus” at a pentecostal altar are in the worst shape, also those who actively received hands laid on them in charismatic churches and by deliverance ministries.  Those who sought deliverance from more than one ministry are usually in the worst shape.

What is the solution? As an invitation was made to Sananda by the person’s free will, the freewill of the person must be built up by first, a deprogramming of error, second, a reversal of passivity, third, the receiving of truth, and finally, a disavowal of the invitation and a rejection of Sananda. In most cases, the religious demons who entered into the heart gateway  by the authority of Isha must be cast out.

Need help?  Help is available.  Call 518-477-5759

 

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THE ALTAR CALL, THE INVITATION AND THE FAKE JESUS Part 2

20 Oct

I coined the term "counterfeit births" because I have seen so many false conversions. My book, "The Religious Demon" provides profiles of about 75% of the cases. I've yet to write a second edition.

A significant part of the “I accept Jesus” practice is to ask Jesus to “come into my heart.” 

Anyone who knows even a little about kundalini yoga and the 7 chakras are aware of the fact that every human being has 7 spiritual gateways or doorways in his body. Through entering a state of passivity, yoga, meditation, hypnosis, chanting, even speaking in tongues will create an altered state of consciousness (ASC) conducive enough  to  crack open  the spiritual doorway, one by one. I would include falling slain in the spirit, holy laughter, speaking in tongues, the holy dance, shouting, running around the church, flopping one’s head back and forth, as additional practices that stir up the kundalini spirit and open the 7 doorways. 

Chakras are actually doorways for Hindu gods who themselves are really principalities and powers.  Each of these entities stand guard over each of the 7 portals: Over the crown is Shiva; the third eye is Hakini, the throat is Savashiva, the navel is Bahni, the sexual organs are Vishnu and Rakeeni, the anus is Brahma and the heart is Isha.

Since no where in the bible does it even suggest that we should “ask Jesus into our hearts,” the fallen angel Isha responds to the unsuspecting seekers “invitation” as a call to the fake Jesus Sananda who Isha serves.  So Isha opens the doorway to the heart and religious demons are able to enter and take up residence.

How do I know this to be so? 

Well, since 2002, I have been practicing deliverance counseling with professing Christians who had a false conversion by “asking Jesus to come into their hears.” Without exception, they were all demonized at various levels along a spectrum.  Some simply cannot experience the godly sorrow of repentance,  some just have no faith concerning the Lord’s resurrection, some are compulsive and legalistic without baring any genuine fruit for Christ, while much more debilitating captives  are severely tormented with hearing condemning voices,  materialized manifestations of demons, depersonalization, insomnia,  frequent bouts of sleep paralysis, blasphemous thoughts, suicidal thoughts,  demons using their bodies to speak and move objects,  even spontaneous orgasms of demonic origin.

What do they ALL have in common? They either repeated a sinner’s prayer at the conclusion of a TV or radio program, from a printed tract, or they got up out of their seats and walked forward at the invitation and “accepted Jesus.” Most of these captives were tongue talkers but not all.  Some of them came from the mainline denominational churches as well as from the word of faith, pentecostal-charismatics.  Those who chanted “Jesus, Jesus, Jesus” at a pentecostal altar are in the worst shape, also those who actively received hands laid on them in charismatic churches and by deliverance ministries.  Those who sought deliverance from more than one ministry are usually in the worst shape.

What is the solution? As an invitation was made to Sananda by the person’s free will, the freewill of the person must be built up by first, a deprogramming of error, second, a reversal of passivity, third, the receiving of truth, and finally, a disavowal of the invitation and a rejection of Sananda. In most cases, the religious demons who entered into the heart gateway  by the authority of Isha must be cast out.

Need help?  Help is available.  Call 518-477-5759

 

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Diary of a Seducing Spirit: Part 2 Creepy Church Abuse

20 Oct
By Minister Marlene

BY MINISTER MARLENE

Seducing Spirits?  You’ve been subject to them, and you know what I’m talking about. Believe me, creepy church abuse from pastors and members, is the result of seducing spirits. Seducing spirits, in the form of religious demons have taken up office in the organized church.

 In my last article, I was up into the wee hours of the morning, reading the quintessential textbook on demonic activity, seducing spirits and religious demons. What textbook is that? The textbook I’m talking about was written by Pam Sheppard, entitled ” Faces of the Religious Demon”. Folks, the camel dung has hit the fan in the organized church. Abuse, whether spiritual or physical is the order of the day. Seducing spirits have taken over! If you would just read Pam’s book, you’ll get an earful of revealing information backed by scripture.

 You’ll understand exactly why so and so pastor, is sexually abusing our children in church. If you read Pam’s textbook, and give it a studious read, you’ll know exactly why church members dog each other out in the name of Jesus. You’ll know exactly why rapists, adulterers, thieves, liars and the like, are quite cozy and content in church buildings. If a seducing spirit is at work in you, you may not be able to admit any of this. You’ll be that passive personality that supports ” Big Daddy Bishop” even though he was convicted of a felony.

" Faces of the Religious Demon" by expert deliverance counselor, Pam Sheppard. Pam Sheppard has 38 years a licensed therapist and 28 years of deliverance counseling experience.

 You desperately need Pam’s book, for it will help you get truly free.

 Order Pam’s ground breaking book today http://www.lulu.com/product/paperback/faces-of-the-religious-demon-freedom-through-deliverance-counseling/10669276

 Don’t even feel ashamed, I was once just like you, but it’s time for us all to wake up, and look seducing spirits in the eye, calling them what they are. They are abusive, raping, molesting, condescending, religious demons. These demons, look out at you from the eyes of organized church members, Christian leaders, and Pastors.

Creepy, repulsive church abuse is widespread, and has become an epidemic in the organized church. oops! Let me rephrase that. Creepy abominable organized church abuse, has been going on since the days of Christ. Case in point, the crucifixion. We know ALL was God’s plan, but abusive, caustic, abominable, hurtful, lying, thieving Christian leaders were easy to find then, just as they are now. The religious, have a seducing spirit. The religious and their comical religiosity, have been taken over by religious demons. They feel quite at home in the organized church.

I’ll tell you what sickens me the most regarding seducing spirits and religious demons. Those priests, pastors, Christian leaders (male and female) who creep behind pulpits to have sex with four-year olds. They really sicken me! These horrific acts are both spiritually and physically abusive.

Spiritual abuse is part of the whole organized church package. You can expect it! Seducing spirits, and religious demons, will make you think you have to eat crow in order to serve the Lord. You know what I’m talking about! For example: when this or that pastor, or some creepy, abusive church member chews you out, or dogs and puts you down in front of others. You felt a sinking feeling in your stomach, but were afraid to speak.

Pam Sheppard, 30 years a minister for the Lord Jesus. If your under the bondage of church abuse, call her office now! (518)477-5759

Even Pam Sheppard attests to the fact, and wrote an article describing the heavy abuse she suffered under superiors, during her 30 year appointment as the pastor of her church. Creepy repulsive, spiritual and physical church abuse by those inhabited by seducing spirit/religious demons is a reality. It is a reality for every  organized church member no matter their station.

The organized church is full of silly foolish parents who leave children in the care of church workers. These naive parents haven’t got a clue. Every church worker should undergo background checks before working with children. Seducing spirits in the form of religious demons may enter workers regardless. But the fact that churches are so relaxed, that any Tom, Dick or Sally can care for precious children is a sign. A sign of what? A sign that somebody in leadership doesn’t give a hoot, and may just be an abuser themselves. To top if off, seducing spirits are experts at leaving open doors for trauma and abuse to occur.

The organized church is an abuse magnet. All one has to do is recite the unholy, abominable ” I accept Jesus” sinners prayer, or the unholy and extra abominable, ” I invite Jesus into my heart prayer” which ushers in a specific demon , who proceeds to immediately wreck hellish havoc in your life. All one has to do, in addition to reciting these unscriptural prayers, is throw money at the church. Then suddenly you’re a member of said organized church. Some people are just not saved. Some people are housing seducing spirit, religious demons. If they recited any of the above prayers, it’s almost a given.

No one checks new members out to see if they show fruits of righteousness. Therefore you get child molesters, rapists, thieves, controlling abusers mixing in with everyone else. Such have no intention of changing their ways, and some go on to be church leaders. Just look at pastors like Terry Hornbuckle of Texas, a disciple of TD Jakes,  who was drugging and raping several women in his church.

Having said all of the above, once we are truly saved, that which we suffered is a faint memory. The anguish, emotional pain and anger of a child or an adult whose been in bondage to creepy abominable church abuse, is no match for the healing balm of the Savior.

Do you think you’re in bondage to church abuse, inflicted by seducing spirit/religious demons in the organized church? Are you ready to get free, and stay free of demonic afflictions? Call Pam Sheppard Counseling Center now. Pam knows exactly what ails you, and will administer the scriptural remedy. Remember, Pam was a pastor for 25 years so she knows. Into deliverance since 1983, so she knows.  A licensed therapist for 38 years, so she knows. Call for immediate assistance…(518)477-5759

10/25/11 Thirty years a Minister and 38 years a licensed therapist. Call Pam Sheppard now at (518)477-5759

 

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Diary of a Seducing Spirit: Part 2 Creepy Church Abuse

20 Oct
By Minister Marlene

BY MINISTER MARLENE

Seducing Spirits?  You’ve been subject to them, and you know what I’m talking about. Believe me, creepy church abuse from pastors and members, is the result of seducing spirits. Seducing spirits, in the form of religious demons have taken up office in the organized church.

 In my last article, I was up into the wee hours of the morning, reading the quintessential textbook on demonic activity, seducing spirits and religious demons. What textbook is that? The textbook I’m talking about was written by Pam Sheppard, entitled ” Faces of the Religious Demon”. Folks, the camel dung has hit the fan in the organized church. Abuse, whether spiritual or physical is the order of the day. Seducing spirits have taken over! If you would just read Pam’s book, you’ll get an earful of revealing information backed by scripture.

 You’ll understand exactly why so and so pastor, is sexually abusing our children in church. If you read Pam’s textbook, and give it a studious read, you’ll know exactly why church members dog each other out in the name of Jesus. You’ll know exactly why rapists, adulterers, thieves, liars and the like, are quite cozy and content in church buildings. If a seducing spirit is at work in you, you may not be able to admit any of this. You’ll be that passive personality that supports ” Big Daddy Bishop” even though he was convicted of a felony.

" Faces of the Religious Demon" by expert deliverance counselor, Pam Sheppard. Pam Sheppard has 38 years a licensed therapist and 28 years of deliverance counseling experience.

 You desperately need Pam’s book, for it will help you get truly free.

 Order Pam’s ground breaking book today http://www.lulu.com/product/paperback/faces-of-the-religious-demon-freedom-through-deliverance-counseling/10669276

 Don’t even feel ashamed, I was once just like you, but it’s time for us all to wake up, and look seducing spirits in the eye, calling them what they are. They are abusive, raping, molesting, condescending, religious demons. These demons, look out at you from the eyes of organized church members, Christian leaders, and Pastors.

Creepy, repulsive church abuse is widespread, and has become an epidemic in the organized church. oops! Let me rephrase that. Creepy abominable organized church abuse, has been going on since the days of Christ. Case in point, the crucifixion. We know ALL was God’s plan, but abusive, caustic, abominable, hurtful, lying, thieving Christian leaders were easy to find then, just as they are now. The religious, have a seducing spirit. The religious and their comical religiosity, have been taken over by religious demons. They feel quite at home in the organized church.

I’ll tell you what sickens me the most regarding seducing spirits and religious demons. Those priests, pastors, Christian leaders (male and female) who creep behind pulpits to have sex with four-year olds. They really sicken me! These horrific acts are both spiritually and physically abusive.

Spiritual abuse is part of the whole organized church package. You can expect it! Seducing spirits, and religious demons, will make you think you have to eat crow in order to serve the Lord. You know what I’m talking about! For example: when this or that pastor, or some creepy, abusive church member chews you out, or dogs and puts you down in front of others. You felt a sinking feeling in your stomach, but were afraid to speak.

Pam Sheppard, 30 years a minister for the Lord Jesus. If your under the bondage of church abuse, call her office now! (518)477-5759

Even Pam Sheppard attests to the fact, and wrote an article describing the heavy abuse she suffered under superiors, during her 30 year appointment as the pastor of her church. Creepy repulsive, spiritual and physical church abuse by those inhabited by seducing spirit/religious demons is a reality. It is a reality for every  organized church member no matter their station.

The organized church is full of silly foolish parents who leave children in the care of church workers. These naive parents haven’t got a clue. Every church worker should undergo background checks before working with children. Seducing spirits in the form of religious demons may enter workers regardless. But the fact that churches are so relaxed, that any Tom, Dick or Sally can care for precious children is a sign. A sign of what? A sign that somebody in leadership doesn’t give a hoot, and may just be an abuser themselves. To top if off, seducing spirits are experts at leaving open doors for trauma and abuse to occur.

The organized church is an abuse magnet. All one has to do is recite the unholy, abominable ” I accept Jesus” sinners prayer, or the unholy and extra abominable, ” I invite Jesus into my heart prayer” which ushers in a specific demon , who proceeds to immediately wreck hellish havoc in your life. All one has to do, in addition to reciting these unscriptural prayers, is throw money at the church. Then suddenly you’re a member of said organized church. Some people are just not saved. Some people are housing seducing spirit, religious demons. If they recited any of the above prayers, it’s almost a given.

No one checks new members out to see if they show fruits of righteousness. Therefore you get child molesters, rapists, thieves, controlling abusers mixing in with everyone else. Such have no intention of changing their ways, and some go on to be church leaders. Just look at pastors like Terry Hornbuckle of Texas, a disciple of TD Jakes,  who was drugging and raping several women in his church.

Having said all of the above, once we are truly saved, that which we suffered is a faint memory. The anguish, emotional pain and anger of a child or an adult whose been in bondage to creepy abominable church abuse, is no match for the healing balm of the Savior.

Do you think you’re in bondage to church abuse, inflicted by seducing spirit/religious demons in the organized church? Are you ready to get free, and stay free of demonic afflictions? Call Pam Sheppard Counseling Center now. Pam knows exactly what ails you, and will administer the scriptural remedy. Remember, Pam was a pastor for 25 years so she knows. Into deliverance since 1983, so she knows.  A licensed therapist for 38 years, so she knows. Call for immediate assistance…(518)477-5759

10/25/11 Thirty years a Minister and 38 years a licensed therapist. Call Pam Sheppard now at (518)477-5759

 

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THE ALTAR CALL, THE INVITATION AND THE FAKE JESUS Part 1

20 Oct

From the days when Lucifer fell from heaven because of his rebellion against God, what compells this number one fallen angel is that he desires to be worshipped like God.  As such, he will go to ANY lengths to obtain it, even deceive people who think they are worshipping the Son of God when in actuality, they are worshipping one of Satan’s cohorts, the fake Jesus.  The eastern religions are assigned a fallen being who calls himself Maitreya, and deceived Christians and new agers are in league with the fallen angel who called Jesus Sananda Immanuel.  Together, they are an unholy trinity of Satan, the Anti-Christ and the false prophet of the book of Revelation.

Sananda’s plot took shape  under the ministry of a preacher called Charles Finney. 

Charles Finney

Finney was quite a wicked looking man, as you can see the devil all up in his face. The man lived a long time when you consider that in his lifetime, the average live span was  from the late forties to about 65.  Finney lived to be 83, from 1792-1875. A fiery New York preacher, Finney’s impact on church traditions and practices has been  so profound, that his influence is still spreading globally almost two centuries later.  Finney’s notoriety is that he is the one who brought the entire church the “make a decision for Christ” through repeating the sinners prayer and the altar call.  A practicing freemason for 8 years, Finney eventually disavowed if.  Yet what I have learned about freemasonry is that it is witchcraft. And you just  don’t walk away from witchcraft without a struggle.

 Anyway, in a nutshell,  Finney believed that human beings were capable of choosing whether they would be corrupt by nature or redeemed, referring to original sin as an “anti-scriptural and nonsensical dogma”  In clear terms, Finney denied the notion that human beings possess a sinful nature. Therefore, if Adam leads us into sin,  he does so not by our inheriting his guilt and corruption, but by our  following his poor example, this leads logically to the view of Christ as not having died for sins but for some lofty, moralistic reason.

Well, this was the man who started the altar call, invitation to Christian discipleship, “I accept Jesus,” practice that has led to the greatest falling away—the one that Paul himself predicted would transpire.  Consequently, due to Charles Finney, souls have probably not been saved within the organized church system for at least 150 years!!!! This doctrine has  primarily affected the Protestants much  more than the Catholics. Another fallen angel, Mother Mary had a different strategy for THEM. The “make a decision, I accept Jesus gospel has so permeated all Protestant Church tradition, a problem that baptist preacher Paul Washer is diligently trying to correct, to no avail.  Washer is correct on this score but there  are errors in his teaching as well, which is yet “another story.”  Another practice that Finney started was to use the preacher’s invitation at the end of a sermon to evoke an emotional response, in other words to create a charged up atmosphere to manipulate a false conversion.

More on Finney in "the Fake Jesus" & "the New Idolatry."

Anyway, the organized church is incapable of fixing a problem that has been built so deep into its foundation for almost two centuries. What makes it “incorrectible” ,  is that the church is not even aware of this essential problem, so Sananda has had his seat in it for quite some time.  His next step was to inspire artists to paint images of a white, blondish hair, blue eyed image of Jesus to put on the walls of the churches, thereby cementing his claim to them.  For when a demon or fallen angel  successfully plants  an object of themselves into any place, they establish squatters rights for the practice of their idolatry.

TO BE CONTINUED!

If you were one who repeated a sinner’s prayer, chances are, you are not saved.  Help is available.  Call 518-477-5759

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Delivered from Torment by Minister Lourdes

20 Oct

My name is Lourdes Martinez-Moreno, and I thought I was saved in 1981, boy was I ever deceived. My true born again experience wasn’t until 2007.

Before I begin my story I would like to state that even as a little girl I knew that Almighty God had his hands on me. Now what I permitted in my life is another story.

I had counseling and deliverance by a dear brother in the Lord five years ago. On or about the same time I came across Pam Sheppard’s “old” website “bewarechristians” (it has since been shut down which Pam can tell you all why it was shut down). I can clearly see how God simultaneously orchestrated this journey to bring about my true deliverance.

About my Deliverance:

Juan and his wife had invited me for coffee so that we could get to know each other in a more intimate manner. Mind you, I was very hesitant at the time. I remember a multitude of thoughts racing through my mind i.e. “something is wrong with these people, why do they want to get to know me?” Regardless of these thoughts I made my way to the meeting place (a local coffee shop). I will confess that another reason why I was very reluctant in meeting Juan was because I didn’t trust any men. Men represented “pain” to me. They were the enemy. You might be wondering why men were my enemies. Well, growing up in an environment where sexual abuse was the norm made me very bitter and a hater of men.

I believe God put this man and his wife in my life because of the love of God that was so deep and real in these two individuals, and their pure desire to see people set free from bondage.

The night of my deliverance I met Juan and his wife at their residence (in the garage). Hours before my arrival I had started to tremble (nervously) and I couldn’t keep focused.

The Night of My Deliverance:

The night of my deliverance Juan and his wife started the evening with prayer. I sat across from them. I remember wanting to faint, I became weak. Juan never took his eyes off of me. Not once. He began asking me questions (these questions were identical to a questionnaire that had been provided to me previous to our meeting). What I shared on paper was every open door in which satan had access in my life.

As Juan began to run down the list I began to choke (as if my throat wanted to shut down). I imagined myself in a pool (drowning, grasping for air) but at the same time knowing deep down inside that I wasn’t alone. God was present. In all honesty I do not remember the actual deliverance and I cannot put something together if I have no recollection of such. I was given a waste basket and I used it as I began to vomit every bit of darkness that had been lurking inside of me.

What I perceived to be an hour in that garage actually became hours.

At the end of my deliverance, I found myself on the floor sobbing like a newborn. I had finally come to an understanding of why Jesus Christ of Nazareth died on the cross with “me” on his mind. My heart was filled with “Love”. The old heart of stone which I had used as a weapon for hatred became a heart of flesh.

I was FREE FROM ALL TORMENTING GUILT AND CONDEMNATION. I no longer had to live in darkness. I no longer had to hide my past. A past filled with so much bitterness. A past of childhood sexual abuse, drugs and alcohol, lust, curiosity also played a part in my past (I was curious for the occult world); also living my childhood life with a learning disability and constantly having to hide it for fear of being made fun of was a huge rock I had been carrying for far too long.

That special night for me will forever be engraved in my heart. I became a new creature in Christ Jesus. I was FREE and I knew it.

My Born Again Experience:

After my deliverance, the old Lourdes died and the new Lourdes arose. For the first time in my life I could look at another human being in their eyes without feeling inferior. Only GOD could do a work like this. Do not be fooled by false people who claim that they have healing powers.

I will mention that since my deliverance I have had many upsets and quite frankly I have taken a few stumbles (which I will get to these stumbles in another article)….

NOTHING IS PERFECT but this much I can say:
GOD IS MY STRENGTH AND JESUS CHRIST OF NAZARETH IS MY DELIVERER.

I do not live in the past any longer. I am standing on the true foundation. I have shared a dream I had many years ago with some folks. And I will share here as well. In this dream, I was standing on a foundation which was in need of much repairs, cracks appeared all over this foundation. I didn’t understand until after my deliverance that my old spiritual foundation was no good and that GOD made sure I was standing on solid ground. Alleluia.

Now I’m a trained deliverance counselor under Sheppard’s Counseling Center. I want you to know that God is not a respecter of persons, He will do for you what he did for me.

If you need deliverance, Pam Sheppard has over 38 years experience as a pastor and deliverance counselor, her expetise in deliverance ministry is second to none. If you suffer from demonic affliction, call Sheppard’s Counseling Center today. Even if you just need to talk, the phone lines are open right now. Her team of supervised deliverance counselors, are waiting to serve you. Your deliverance, and full freedom in Christ is Pam’s number one concern. The fact that she has 38 years of experience under her belt, should beckon you to the phone to make the call. Call Now! (518)477-5759.

10/25/11 Thirty years a Minister and 38 years experience in deliverance ministry. Call Pam Sheppard now at (518)477-5759

Delivered from Torment by Minister Lourdes

20 Oct

My name is Lourdes Martinez-Moreno, and I thought I was saved in 1981, boy was I ever deceived. My true born again experience wasn’t until 2007.

Before I begin my story I would like to state that even as a little girl I knew that Almighty God had his hands on me. Now what I permitted in my life is another story.

I had counseling and deliverance by a dear brother in the Lord five years ago. On or about the same time I came across Pam Sheppard’s “old” website “bewarechristians” (it has since been shut down which Pam can tell you all why it was shut down). I can clearly see how God simultaneously orchestrated this journey to bring about my true deliverance.

About my Deliverance:

Juan and his wife had invited me for coffee so that we could get to know each other in a more intimate manner. Mind you, I was very hesitant at the time. I remember a multitude of thoughts racing through my mind i.e. “something is wrong with these people, why do they want to get to know me?” Regardless of these thoughts I made my way to the meeting place (a local coffee shop). I will confess that another reason why I was very reluctant in meeting Juan was because I didn’t trust any men. Men represented “pain” to me. They were the enemy. You might be wondering why men were my enemies. Well, growing up in an environment where sexual abuse was the norm made me very bitter and a hater of men.

I believe God put this man and his wife in my life because of the love of God that was so deep and real in these two individuals, and their pure desire to see people set free from bondage.

The night of my deliverance I met Juan and his wife at their residence (in the garage). Hours before my arrival I had started to tremble (nervously) and I couldn’t keep focused.

The Night of My Deliverance:

The night of my deliverance Juan and his wife started the evening with prayer. I sat across from them. I remember wanting to faint, I became weak. Juan never took his eyes off of me. Not once. He began asking me questions (these questions were identical to a questionnaire that had been provided to me previous to our meeting). What I shared on paper was every open door in which satan had access in my life.

As Juan began to run down the list I began to choke (as if my throat wanted to shut down). I imagined myself in a pool (drowning, grasping for air) but at the same time knowing deep down inside that I wasn’t alone. God was present. In all honesty I do not remember the actual deliverance and I cannot put something together if I have no recollection of such. I was given a waste basket and I used it as I began to vomit every bit of darkness that had been lurking inside of me.

What I perceived to be an hour in that garage actually became hours.

At the end of my deliverance, I found myself on the floor sobbing like a newborn. I had finally come to an understanding of why Jesus Christ of Nazareth died on the cross with “me” on his mind. My heart was filled with “Love”. The old heart of stone which I had used as a weapon for hatred became a heart of flesh.

I was FREE FROM ALL TORMENTING GUILT AND CONDEMNATION. I no longer had to live in darkness. I no longer had to hide my past. A past filled with so much bitterness. A past of childhood sexual abuse, drugs and alcohol, lust, curiosity also played a part in my past (I was curious for the occult world); also living my childhood life with a learning disability and constantly having to hide it for fear of being made fun of was a huge rock I had been carrying for far too long.

That special night for me will forever be engraved in my heart. I became a new creature in Christ Jesus. I was FREE and I knew it.

My Born Again Experience:

After my deliverance, the old Lourdes died and the new Lourdes arose. For the first time in my life I could look at another human being in their eyes without feeling inferior. Only GOD could do a work like this. Do not be fooled by false people who claim that they have healing powers.

I will mention that since my deliverance I have had many upsets and quite frankly I have taken a few stumbles (which I will get to these stumbles in another article)….

NOTHING IS PERFECT but this much I can say:
GOD IS MY STRENGTH AND JESUS CHRIST OF NAZARETH IS MY DELIVERER.

I do not live in the past any longer. I am standing on the true foundation. I have shared a dream I had many years ago with some folks. And I will share here as well. In this dream, I was standing on a foundation which was in need of much repairs, cracks appeared all over this foundation. I didn’t understand until after my deliverance that my old spiritual foundation was no good and that GOD made sure I was standing on solid ground. Alleluia.

Now I’m a trained deliverance counselor under Sheppard’s Counseling Center. I want you to know that God is not a respecter of persons, He will do for you what he did for me.

If you need deliverance, Pam Sheppard has over 38 years experience as a pastor and deliverance counselor, her expetise in deliverance ministry is second to none. If you suffer from demonic affliction, call Sheppard’s Counseling Center today. Even if you just need to talk, the phone lines are open right now. Her team of supervised deliverance counselors, are waiting to serve you. Your deliverance, and full freedom in Christ is Pam’s number one concern. The fact that she has 38 years of experience under her belt, should beckon you to the phone to make the call. Call Now! (518)477-5759.

10/25/11 Thirty years a Minister and 38 years experience in deliverance ministry. Call Pam Sheppard now at (518)477-5759