Archive | June, 2012

Delivered By Crucifixion

26 Jun

My first date. I was 18 and a freshman at SUNYA. this was my first boyfriend! lol

In Christ for 35 years now, I have learned “a thing or two” concerning what it means to be crucified in Him, yet still be alive. Keeping it simple, I have learned that to die in Christ is to look for or expect nothing for self.

I expect to be misunderstood by some with this post. I ignore the swine and cast my pearls to those who hunger to press on to perfection in Him.

So this is my story, this is my song, praising my Savior all the day long!

June 198o. Landed my best job in state govt in the field of corrections. Worked it for 17 years while I was also in ministry in an AA denomination. I was on lunch break! lol

The header picture above was taken when I was 65. I am now 68 in the video. I lost the hair. Too much work! lol.

I knew early on in life that I was supposed to be “special,” perhaps famous. Intellectually, I aspired to be a college professor at the master’s degree level. I was blocked. Then there was my beauty. It caused people to think me the next Lena Horne or the Halle Berry of my generation. Instead, I entered into state government. Once there, I strived to be the top dog–a Commissioner or a Director but God did not allow it, blocking me at every turn.Consequently, I remained in middle management, writing reports and letters for the Governor’s signature. I learned how to serve others.

When I entered into ministry, I did not know what to expect. Confronted in my dreams by a religious demon, the Lord allowed him to put me to the test. I received several dreams that showed me that I was to pastor a mega church of thousands. I saw myself, strutting across a platform bible in hand, teaching countless people, on a par with Juanita Bynum, Paula White or even Joyce Meyer. On the real, when opportunities DID present themselves, doors were immediately shut tight. Since I was well deceived, believing these messages of ministerial fame were from the Lord, it was the enemy’s intention that I would first be frustrated, and ultimately be so disappointed that I would “curse God and die..”

When your aspirations and expectations for self glory are high, and they are not achieved, many wallow about feeling like failures. However, if you are crucified in Christ, none of it matters because for you, only Christ is gain. The world and its attainments become as dung. Garbage. Waste.

Not once did I feel like a failure when my enemy given aspirations came to naught. For in the ongoing process of the “test”, I lost all desire for self acclaim. I came to see that one can chase a thousand but two can chase 10,000. By revelation knowledge, I came to be satisfied in my place in His body, desiring nothing for myself. I accept that while I live, my job is to prepare others to swing the mighty blow against the foe. The fruit of my life-long test is that WHO does the Lord’s work does not matter. How the work is done is no longer any consequence to me. My personality has buried personal ambition and so I am crucified in Christ, nevertheless I live. Yet not I. It is Christ who lives in me.

How does He live in me? I have lost personal ambition. My lack of ambition is neither passivity or laziness, for I am always ready to take action. Yet my soul is so united to the Lord, that I rest from the complexities of making this or that decision as I simply accept the choice of the Holy Ghost. Since I am bold and unafraid, the ambitious in ministry are often “intimidated” so they often make fruitless and useless attacks when I touch upon one of their pet religious peeves. Yet a crucified person is never offended by critics. Why? Because we want for nothing. Therefore. I receive the petty blows with a quiet spirit as I shake the dust and move on.

In fact, people believe that I am very busy but I work without feeling like I am working. For when I write a book, a blog, counsel, mentor or teach and train, I am doing what I love to do. Whenever, God decides to sit me down, I will accept His decision and simply enjoy the rest of the life that He allows me to have.

Then again, when you are crucified with Christ, you become an eternal person. You live your life as though it does not stop with your last breath on earth. This is how I live today. I don’t sweat the fact that more than half my life is over.. Why? Because with every word I write in a book or a blog, with every audio or video message that I produce, I am planting seed for generations to come. It does not matter if I achieve glory while I live. I don’t live for self glory.What matters is “the fruit.” As a book written by the dead was used by God to un-deceive me, then when I am gone, my books will remain for the living when I have passed over. In her book, “War on the Saints,” Jessie Penn- Lewis became my deliverer in 2003 though she died in 1915. So I rest in peace while I yet live out my remaining years, because I too have planted seed into the earth.

In the meantime, the Lord may desire to use me to help YOU. Don’t be embarrassed or proud about that. Pride goes before a fall.Some of you want to remain independent. I understand that. I too am independent and I will never again submit to any religious authority. Even so, I realize that the work we all do independently must come together like a well-knitted tapestry, as none of us is an island unto ourselves. We are the Body Of Christ. He is the Head. The part I play is crucial. I am like a drill sergeant who prepares the troops for war.

So just give me a call. I will not judge you. In fact, whatever you are going through, I have probably been tested or tempted in that area over the last 35 years in Him. So give me a call at 518-477-5759.

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Occult Healing and Reiki

14 Jun

I never studied Reiki but once you have  watched  the video, you will see the similarity between  my former occult healing powers and this Asian healing practice.

Developed in 1922 by Japanese Buddhist Mikao Usui, which since has been adapted by various teachers of varying traditions, Reiki  uses a technique commonly called palm healing or hands on healing as a form of complementary therapy and is sometimes classified as oriental medicine by some professional medical bodies. Through the use of this technique, practitioners believe that they are transferring universal energy (i.e., reiki) in the form of ki through the palms, which allows for self-healing and a state of equilibrium. There are two main branches of Reiki, commonly referred to as Traditional Japanese Reiki and Western Reiki. (wikepedia)

One of the things that has happened to me over the years is that the spirit of the anti-Christ assigned to me used to teach  me directly.  For example, as a Christian, I was taught holy laughter, travailing and  wailing in the spirit and other supernatural practices long before I heard of them from any human being.  Same with Reiki.  As I examine my healing ministry from 1974-2004, clearly I see elements of Reiki teachings and principles.  Once I got born again, I simply continued to practice my form of “Reiki” and simply added the Lord’s name to it.  I ignorantly assumed that since people got healed, “it must be God!”  I was wrong, as are millions of others who don’t realize that the enemy can heal.

In preparing this blog post, I did some googling and found that several professing Christians are Reikians. There is even a group of ex-Christian Reikians that contend that this kind of healing is demonic.  Here is what some of them report at http://www.christian-reiki.org  :

  •  The healing system of reiki-energy, is one of the tools satan uses mightily in this world of today. As there are more than 70 million reikians, some of them thinking that they are Christians and saved, who are daily using reiki for themselves. Thinking they are healing like Jesus did, with a genuine calling as a supernatural healer, but using the reiki powers of darkness and the below reiki spirits to manifest these (lying) wonders and marvels.
  • The reiki demons   influence and connect themselves with humans, through reiki-rituals, reiki treatments and up to demonic possession.
  •  The people who are practicing reiki, are in general not aware that they are calling upon reiki-spirits when sending reiki or initiating others.
  •  Reikians invite reikispirits by means of drawing the Japanese symbol of the specific demon and are inviting them by calling their name 3 times, thus sending reiki-energy to someone. Or by means of the same symbols, initiating someone spiritually into reiki, by opening ritually accesses for these reiki spirits and so the flow of the reiki-energy can come through. Because reikians are deceived by the manifestations and personal well-being on the short term, nor have proper biblical teachings, they are not aware of the implications of sin and God wrath, until they fall.(2Cor.4-3,4) This blindness with it’s faith in reiki and the manifestations of satan is explained in 2Thess.. and simply proves that satan can heal as well, through these reiki-demons.
  • The initiating reiki symbol of any reikimaster is called “DIA KO MIO” and is held secret and holy by a reikimaster!! This reikimaster-spirit,  is summoned to open and connect you to reiki.  This entity is called  “Phoenix who rises out of the ashes”.
  • The reikimaster only hears of the particular  symbol and names to use and how to do it when he is already initiated himself.
  • A reikimaster  has paid  a lot of money and was for many years already deeply involved into reiki. So once he/she finally is a reikimaster,   he says to himself “Reiki works, reiki heals, people get healed and because I am doing good, I stand well with God, I’ve got the power now, I am happy, so what’s the problem?!”
  • 2-Hon-cha-se-shonen, contacting-spirit Second reiki level symbol and spirit, for making contact over any distance to a person or situation. Meaning; from my buddha to your buddha or “from my divinity to yours” is a contacting spirit, works like as placing an old fashion long distant call. Is also used during all the initiations and extra written into the hand during the reiki-ritual for the second degree of reiki.
  • Sei-heki, guiding-spirit Second reiki level symbol and spirit, for influencing the subconscious levels, to heal addictions etc. In general is not thought anymore but when you known how, it can be used for the manipulation of people. It working will reveal a lot about people and situations and feeds the revelation into “the third eye”. So, the reikian will know were to send some more reiki next. This symbol is also used in all reiki initiations and written in the hand.
  • Tjoko-rei, principal-spirit Second reiki level symbol and spirit is used for activating the reiki energy on a person hands-on or for sending reiki. When hands-on it’s to increase the reiki-power which is flowing already into a person. Meaning; god come here, ordering the reiki-god to act. Very powerful.

At the end of last year, I set free a former occult healing student and practitioner  who poured out $200,000 of her life savings on Reiki and  several other Asian healing systems.- She  actually received  several demon/spirits   that involved chakra purification rituals. The huge surge of energy that she  experienced daily became addictive and then debilitating. When she entered into deliverance counseling with me, the energy had become extremely problematic, a hindrance to her ability to work in her chosen profession  and to participate in normal daily activities.  Once I confronted each chakra deity in the name of Jesus Christ of Nazareth, her deliverance was swift and sure. A total of 4 telephone deliverance sessions was all that was required.

Many people are practicing occult healing practices  who are now in bondage to demons. If you have received TM, yoga, reiki or any other Asian healing system and you are in bondage or torment today, I can help you.  Call 518-477-5759

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Was It a REALLY A Miracle from God?

11 Jun

By Pamela Sheppard

Those whom the Lord saves who were accustomed to supernatural experiences like telekinesis, poltergeist and other magical types of manifestations will try to explain such phenomena with scriptures. They rationalize and continue to believe that psychic phenomena are the gift of miracles.

For example, I was just born again a year or so when I spoke to a storm and it seemed that I stopped it. It was one of those summer storms. My clothes were drying on an outside line and I had just settled down in my backyard in a lawn chair with a cool drink when the sky got dark and the winds kicked up. I stood up, spoke directly to the storm and commanded it to leave. I kid you not, it rained all around my backyard, but not a drop fell where I dwelled. The sun came back out, shined only above me, while the entire neighborhood was flooded with rain. It was quite a deluge. So of course, I connected this incident to the Lord speaking to a storm and what He said about speaking to mountains as my biblical “confirmation. I look back now and I realize that this manifestation was not from God. The motive? To make me into a signs and wonders, charismatic freak. The fallen angel responsible was quite successful. It didn’t take much to turn me into granola—a fruit, a nut and a flake!

Here is the crux of the problem. As a product of New Age occultism, Christians with psychic phenomena in their past remain ignorant of the deception of the mighty foe. So once born again, each of us has been assigned a religious/witchcraft spirit entity whose job is to seek every opportunity to buffet us with counterfeits of the gifts of the Holy Ghost that seem to be from God.. The assigned fallen angel or demon waits for an element of the flesh to manifest itself in the new believer, in order to gain his master’s end. The Apostle Paul calls that aspect of our flesh by the name of witchcraft. Like Simon the Sorcerer, we carry in our flesh a lust for the supernatural that the enemy works with. Since occultists are trained to expect the supernatural, hidden in our flesh remains the same desire AFTER we are saved.

How did I overcome? My story is in “Come Out of Her, God’s People.”

I experienced many dealings of the flesh—many trials, tribulations and tests.

Being put to death in the flesh goes on and on. Overcoming was not finished in one mighty stroke. The Holy Spirit covered all bases, first dealing with my ambition for the 3 p’s of prestige, prominence and power. What helped me is that even when I was a sinner, , I was a lover of the truth. So I became one who sought spiritual truth at all cost. Also, as Paul was assigned a religious demon–a thorn in his flesh–to develop him, so was I.

I am a overcomer because my religious demon presented me with trials and temptations to overcome. From 1977-2003, —26 years–the religious demon was in the driver’s seat regarding charismatic manifestations. I was completely duped. yet in 2003—, once I prayed “Lord, show me the darkness that is around me,”— all things continue to be exposed.

In every test, I had the choice of going down and being crushed by the spirit of the anti-christ or rising up in spirit victory. I ROSE UP!

If you need my help, call 518-477-5759.

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Prophetic Dreams and “Confirmation.”

10 Jun

At times, theHoly Spirit WILL confirm  by a dream. When He does, it will not be an assumption. IT WILL BE FACT AND TRUTH THAT SETS YOU FREE.

 Take it from one who knows. Most confirmation comes from the devil. Here is a personal experience.

I was set up to sin with a dream. More than once!

 In 1980, I had a dream that I saw a minister standing on my church’s steps, with a robe across his arm. He looked at me and said, “Girl, I’m gonna marry You!” In the dream, he was wearing a navy blue suit purchased from Sears and a pair of navy blue swede shoes.

Two weeks later, on a Sunday morning, “a force” was trying to stop me from going to church. I “assumed” it was the devil. So I persevered and went out of the door, walking to church. Looking back today, I realize that it was God who tried to stop me from going, or at least an angel sent from God. When I arrived, the new visiting pastor was at the church, robed and wearing a navy blue suit and blue swede shoes. I was sitting in the congregation and he set his eyes on me from the pulpit chair. Later that evening, my pastor called, claiming that the visiting pastor wanted to meet me. When we met he said “Girl, I’m gonna marry you cause you sooooo pretty!” I asked, where did you buy your suit? He said “Sears and Roebuck.”

Plenty of confirmation here!. Without the dream and all of this “confirmation”, I would never have given this man a second glance. He was simply not my type. So because of all of this “confirmation,” I assumed “this must be God.” To make a long story short, it was not God. This minister was one of the worst men to ever enter into my life. He was a Satanic setup for things that could have literally “taken me down and out!.” So when you have circumstances occur that are similar, with all kinds of confirmation, a try the spirits tip is this—-

Run like a bat let out of hell. It’s the devil.

If you have had a dream that  has you puzzled, call 518-477-5759.

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