I am now convinced that The Lord has prophetic gifts for me but I am being both trained by Him and tested by the enemy.Over the last year, things that are about to happened have popped into my head just before they did and I have wondered why. A thought comes and that same day, the thought materializes and happens as I saw it. I say to myself, hmmmmmmmmmmmm.
Then it happened two days ago. I was on my way to the hair dresser and the thought popped into my head that I would take sick in the shop and the hairdresser would call for an ambulance.
It did not happen.
So what was THAT all about? Well, because I have had about four or five times this year where a thought popped into my head AND IT HAPPENED, I was supposed to think that because the thought popped in my head THIS TIME, that it would be on target again and that I would shortly be headed for the hospital.
I was supposed to panic and actually make it happen with fear.
It did not happen.
Why not? well first of all, I did not assume that all of those other instances were God. I was neutral about it and actually it did not even come to me how every time this has happened before, it was on target.
Then again, I was in a tough, fighting mood. I got out the car ready for anything. I was in the heart of the ghetto in this town.
My life was challenged about five minutes after I had the thought that I would be in an ambulance.
What should happen as I was crossing the street to go to the shop, a young man, sped around the corner of a high traffic block at about 65 miles an hour. I jumped back and shook my fist at him. if I did not jump back, I would have been road kill. The young man smiled and kept speeding as I yelled at him, shaking my fist.
felt like I was in the ole Richard Pryor movie called CAR WASH. LOL
Across the street, sprawled out on the stoop were two idle men, drinking. Both men saw what had just happened and said “Lady, who you about to kill today? I said “I am here to kick ass!” They broke out laughing and said “well we better get out a yo way!!!”
So I say all of this to say that I am not afraid of dying. That is what is keeping me alive. A lack of fear.
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