As I was speaking in the Zoom Sunday Service, I was feeling what is akin to righteous anger at all the nay sayers. Was it my anger or that of the Holy Ghost?
I suspect it was both. But it did not feel like MY anger. For my outburst shocked even me as I intended to teach and not “to declare what thus saith the Lord.”
Based upon my own shock at what boldly came out of my mouth, I am reminded of when Jesus told His disciples that when they spoke, it would not be them speaking but the spirit of the Lord. It is recorded in the gospels as He was sending them out as described in Matthew 10.
This is how it felt. LIKE I WAS NOT SPEAKING. MY FAITH AND CONFIDENCE WAS THROUGH THE ROOF, BEYOND MY NORMAL, NATURAL STATE. I thought to myself, “Who is this? It is not me so therefore it must be God or the devil.
Recently I have been considering and mentioning here and there that I am getting my disciples ready for the end, that I am fine with dying and going to be with the Lord and leaving the ministry to them. So I suspect that I have been angering the Holy Ghost for speaking of and accepting dying when I am healthy enough to be alive when the Lord returns.
So in truth, I expect I will be alive when Jesus Christ comes. I am just an “all options good or bad” , “if not” kind of person. In other words, I plan for all possibilities. What I have actually done is simply face death and in so doing , I am no longer afraid of dying before my work is completed. Much work is left to do as I have only begun the training process for some. Even my written curriculum is only partially completed.
Nevertheless, the Coronavirus has clearly shown me that I don’t miss the world, that I am glad to be away from people and their foolishness, and that I desire that Jesus come back RIGHT NOW!
What I anticipate is my connection to Matthew 10:
You will be brought before governors and kings for My sake, as a testimony to them and to the Gentiles. But when they deliver you up, do not worry about how or what you should speak. For it will be given to you in that hour what you should speak; for it is not you who speak, but the Spirit of your Father who speaks in you.Matthew 10:18-20 –
That is exactly how it felt on Sunday, May 17, 2020, like someone else was speaking through me.
It was mild. Easy to “overlook” —-not like when an evil spirit actually did speak through me almost half a century ago. When I was unknowingly a practicing occultist in 1975, a fallen angel stepped into me AND SPOKE!
I felt like my throat was grabbed at the larynx. At first, I became dizzy, almost incoherent when my spirit left my body and I looked back at myself from a corner in the room and heard myself screaming “let me back in” but the people assembled could not hear me.
That was a frightful thing, believe me!!!
Such. Thing has not happened to me again in 45 years!
It should be noted that last Sunday, I did not leave my body. Instead, my mind went into a kind of “suspended animation.” It was hard to tell, if this was me or if this was NOT me speaking. So notice in this scripture, that while the Lord was talking to the 12, Jesus intentionally spoke these words, knowing that what He said to the twelve would be eventually recorded in the Bible, specifically intended for the 11th hour workers to see:
“Now brother will deliver up brother to death, and a father his child; and children will rise up against parents and cause them to be put to death. And you will be hated by all for My name’s sake. But he who endures to the end will be saved. When they persecute you in this city, flee to another. For assuredly, I say to you, you will not have gone through the cities of Israel before the Son of Man comes. “
A disciple is not above his teacher, nor a servant above his master. It is enough for a disciple that he be like his teacher, and a servant like his master. If they have called the master of the house Beelzebub, how much more will they call those of his household! Therefore do not fear them. For there is nothing covered that will not be revealed, and hidden that will not be known.Matthew 10:21-26
In 1979, 2 yrs born again, I heard a voice declare, referring to me, “touch not my anointed and do my prophets no harm.” The man who I would eventually marry in 1988 had harmed me seriously, that very day in the summer of 1979. Later that same night, I heard a voice tell me to go to his house. I refused but the voice would not relent so I got in my car and drove to Billy’s place.
When I I arrived, huge orange flames were blazing through Billy’s windows. I was shocked by the fire, but even more, the voice that sent me there called me a prophet with a quotation that I did know at the time was even in the Bible. Nor did I know then what a prophet was. I thought to myself “all of this stuff is rather spooky!”
There are other signs I have received that suggest that I am an end time prophet—-manifestations that I have been periodically receiving over the years. I admit that there have been a significant number of indications and revelations. . First cautious, and then believing the signs, I was aware that others would not believe me. . So I kept my mouth shut on this for 41 years. Since my trial sermon in 1981, I have been called a preacher, a teacher and evangelist. But not a prophet.
So for two days now, I wondered, “who was that who spoke through me? Was that God, the devil, or did I lose control of the message, and utter what was unplanned?
I find that when God is about to answer a question of mind, He does so in twos, usually it is the second day, that God answers my question. So last night, my question about Sunday was resolved.
In truth, I have been angering God by holding back. So He stepped in and “took over as I was speaking. Like, if YOU won’t say it Pam, I WILL!!!!
You are an end time prophet! If you don’t say it to the people, your faith is limited by your silence.
SO HE SAID IT FOR ME!
After 41 years, it’s time to be said.
Spiritual Warfare Library of PSM 
It started for me as a small child. It can be both beautiful and scary. But my family life was a living nightmare. Later as a grown man I asked God. Father why did you let that happen to me. He replied. If not for growing up the way you did. You would not be the man you become today. Your not alone. Glory to God…
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I’ve always seen you as one of the Lord’s prophets. It’s amazing how he used the Holy Spirit to declare that through you that day!
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something else strange happened today. I had no idea that I Used the word “pissed off TODAY until I watched it. Yet I brou up when I used the word back in the 80’s when the church got all up in arms with righteous indignation. It was like the Lord used me TODAY Pto let the people know that there is nothing wrong with saying “pissed off.” And I let folk know that I can really cuss! Lo AMD I am not ashamed of it. LOL
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I LOVED when you said that! Church folk be too caught up in this false righteousness, instead of just keepin’ it real.
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Pissed off has been a normal part of my vocabulary for at least 40 years, probably longer. So has the f word. yet I KNOW when that one comes out!!!! LMBAO
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The thing that strikes me the most about Pastor Pam’s prophesizing during the live-recording is how she conveys her message in a clear, concise way. I recall religious, false prophets conducting their services on mega-church stages giving away miracles, healings, and prophecies like Oprah giving away free cars! They’d kick up their heels, occasionally dancin’ and hollerin’ like street performers!
Yet, here, Pastor Pam acts as a mouthpiece for the Lord by boldly proclaiming the responsibilities, circumstances, and events leading-up and revolving around the 11-hour worker. She speaks righteously forward with such power and grace that the presence of the Holy Ghost cannot be overlooked nor dismissed. She /is/ the Lord’s prophet and any zealot willing to fight with that have to contend with the Lord Himself. Not an auditorium, ticket, nor a tithing to hear what she has to say. Pastor Pam isn’t here to give anyone a church-show but to deliver a quintessential message to the Elect: The Lord’s Return is exceptionally near. No background music nor booming applause needs to accompany her voice, because the truth of the Lord thunders volumes.
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I also found that it was not fair. If I only dealt with the megapreachers, those who followed the Megan were just as bad or worst. Yet since they were “up and coming,” they were getting away with it. For example, Kenneth Copeland is just one man with several thousand imitators. People don’t have the skills of recognizing that their pastor is imitating a mega preacher. These folk will take one message by a megapreacher, and thousands will copy it and preach it from their own pulpits on the following Sunday. The wannabes did not even have to buy it from Copeland. just tape it on their VCR’S. WHO CAN FIGHT THAT!!!! Even Elijah could not do it! LOL
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I have definitely known you are a prophet for awhile now, PREPARING THE WAY for GOD’s people.
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Yes, I have known about “the preparing.” But what I had set aside we’re the miracles, the signs and the wonders. I started off when an atheist in the supernatural, I am made for that in the flesh. Yet when I found out that what I thought were God’s gifts: the healing, tongues, slain in the spirit were not of God, I SET THAT ALL ASIDE! I suspected that God would restore that in His timing, but with what happened to me on Sunday, it seems His timing may be at hand. I wear not only the mantle of John the Baptist but of Moses. no one topped Moses but JESUS!
There are prophets with signs and miracles and those who are just foretellers. John was special because he prepared the people for the Lord while Jesus was on earth. other prophets for-told of Christ. John the Baptist looked Jesus in the eye, face to face!
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That’s why people NEED to wake up to the mass deception, so they can hear the voice of the true prophet led of the Spirit and not what they have been used to ( the religious fortune tellers and psychics )
It’s TIME!
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I know it to be of God. Because of the false church, false gospel, false Jesus, in other words false Christianity the Holy Spirit has been grieved and probably why we don’t see apostles anymore. BUT one thing is for sure PROPHETS.
They are FEW, BUT NEEDED because the True Church wouldn’t be complete unless there is a prophet. And I KNOW you are a prophet. You have boldly declared the truth of GOD, prophesied events that have come to pass, much in the way John the Baptist was a prophet you declare the way of the LORD, expose falsehood, and prepare the coming of the LORD!!!!!!
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Yes! John the Baptist was one of my Signs I forgot lately as He has been overshadowed by my concentration on Moses. But The Baptist was revealed to me about 10 years ago.
I am forgetting how, but I was shown that as John was to prepare the people for the Lord’s first coming, I am to prepare the people for the Lord’s second coming, His return to earth to RULE!
So I thought I was a prophet with just John’s mantle which was without prophecy and miracles.
Now, I am turned on to Moses! perhaps Elijah is next. HE DID NOT DIE!
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That above was Me.. LOL
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Evan, apostles mentor, train and lead other ministers, they set up churches and they move in the gift of administration. The plan is that PSM has representatives in several states in the USA and several countries. If or when that happens, PSM will be “apostolic.”
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THAT’S SO AMAZING YOU mentioned Elijah. Because John was likened unto Elijah. You are like all three LOL. Elijah exposed false prophets, was persecuted by Jezebel, prophesied, and heard directly from the Lord!!!!
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Elijah had supernatural happenings also! And it is expected that the two witnesses are Elijah and Moses. I would love to meet them while I am still alive on earth.
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YES. LOL BAAL IS SYMBOLIC OF THE HARLOT!!!!!!! And wouldn’t meeting them be something???! Maybe they will Zoom call us from wherever they will be!!! But meeting them face to face would be much better!!
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I used to expose false prophets back in 2002-2005. I gave it up cause there were way too many and it was taking up way to much time from my writing and other ministries. So I decided to just focus on what they preach and practice and not call them out like I had been doing. That is the main reason the IC put me out. They were afraid that my actions would cause the big mega preachers to bankrupt them with lawsuits. it never happened. Those folk were too big to be concerned about ME! LOL
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LMAO!!!!!
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