God is the one opening eyes

17 Jun

In this testimony, I will share with you how God got me to see the action of the fake Jesus in my life and how I had a deep relationship with him and not the only real God as I thought while coming in this ministry.

The realest revelation ever

My name is Elisabeth. I am a french Caribbean young woman, raised catholic deeply involved in church since a young age. I served mass, sang in the choir, was in a prayer group dedicaded to Mary and went to Medugorje (pilgrimage place of Mary worldwide) twice. All was kind of well between me and “”god”” until I saw a video where a girl shared her trip-to-hell dream. I never heard hell talked about and suddenly I became aware of that and VERY afraid. Here began religious torment.
October 2019, I attended a 7th day adventist church. There I learned about how unbiblical and witchcrafty the Catholic Church was and it broke me. I entered another religious bondage through harsh legalism. I was already in torment, obsessed with dying in hell and avoiding damnation through religious means as prayers to get saved or intense bible reading and fasting. I threw away almost all of my clothes (too sexy), cut my 7 years old dreadlocks that I cherished out of fear and had more supernatural experiences than ever before like voices announcing my death, pseudo-prophecies etc.
Tired of being OBVIOUSLY misled by these voices that told me I was born again when I was still knowingly in sin, I started detox from religion and calls with Pastor Pam. I red parts of the Fake Jesus and I knew that as being religious especially catholic I must’ve been worshipping the fake Jesus. But it was not personal. Until that day.

I was reading a paper about catholicism that Pamela Sheppard gave me to review my past. I got to think about all the practices I got involved with. Most of that stuff I forgot to be honest. While I was going back in memory, an image of a place kept coming into my mind. I saw myself in a highly spiritual worship place where I prayed Mary with my group, near the huge cross in the garden. I didn’t understand why I was seeing this place but it was like something was drawing me there. I had completely forgotten about that but it kept coming back in my mind like a movie scene. I focused on that, trying to remember what happened and suddenly I WAS ABLE TO SEE THE WHOLE MOVIE IN THE NARRATOR PERSPECTIVE so to speak. That place was where I established clearly my contract with the fake Jesus through a supernatural experience. The day it happened was my last day before going to France to study thus my last day in Martinique. I felt drawn to that cross, like someone calling me. I went closer to it almost not controlling my body anymore I knelt and was submerged by a feeling of peace, love and a supernatural touch. I vowed “I give you my life completely”. I even heard in the flashback the voice say “this is where we must the first time”. From that point I was able to see where and how it all started. From the day I thought I met an angel of God to save me from death to this moment. It was really a time travel, but I could see the spiritual behind-the-scenes. I was literally re-living those situations with the knowledge of today, and that’s how I understood clear as day how Satan tricked me into giving my life to him.
I had a lot of supernatural experiences before, voices and visions, very emotional stuff but this one was different. I’ve never been able to see my life that way and would have probably never been able to see this in particular on my own. It was by far the realest revelation I’ve ever received and it really brushed away all the doubts I had before.
Deception is really everywhere but you really can’t see until God opens your eyes. I forced myself into receiving what I learned here, but doubts remained until that day happened.
What you need to KNOW you will know. So even if doubts creep up, just wait and see!

5 Responses to “God is the one opening eyes”

  1. Pamela Sheppard July 6, 2020 at 12:03 am #

    First time I am seeing this. In fact, I had no idea you wrote this, Elisabeth. So keep up the great work. When truth works toset a captive free, It is more powerful when we get our own revelations.

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  2. America On Coffee June 30, 2020 at 12:04 pm #

    A powerful blog!❤️

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  3. Tee June 17, 2020 at 5:33 pm #

    WOW, Elisabeth!!! Religion has had you locked up in a LOT of legalistic bondage! Between being 7th Day Adventist and having Catholicism in there, I can see why you experienced so much torment. So glad you are experiencing FREEDOM!!!

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    • elisabeth June 17, 2020 at 5:39 pm #

      It was and still is so ingrained inside of my soul that I believed it was wrong even dangerous for me to defend myself against the torment. I was so used to being subjected to fear and “shut up get back in the line” that I struggled to stand. I still need to unlearn that kind of thing. Everything needs to be changed

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      • Tee June 17, 2020 at 5:41 pm #

        It’s a process. And, depending on what you’ve been through and how damaged you are by religion depends on how long it might take to undo it all.

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