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Free will : a treasure given by God.

24 Jan

Let’s go back to the root of the truth.
As Pastor Pam explains here, the church system and ALLLLL of its teachings are inspired by an imposter : The fake Jesus. That same fake Jesus is also posing as an ascended master in New Age (even Oprah talks about him and the “Christ consciousness”). It’s not GOD. It’s from Satan.

This is a very unique almost unbelievable message, as we are all told that church = God and God = church. But it took the testimony of a former occultist, Pastor Pam, who got born again OUTSIDE of church, SNATCHED from her “heathen ways” WITHOUT NOTICE in a powerful way, to prove that GOD IS BIGGER THAN CHURCH. Her multiple experiences in the system later proved that God is NOT in the church at all anyways (to read more about that go check her book “Faces of the Religious Demon”, links below).
As of today, I am a “heathen” too. Religiosity keeps me from admitting it but it’s my truth. I held onto religious beliefs because they felt safe, like a precautionary measure not to fall. I followed whatever seemed right, suppressed any emotions and thoughts that would go against it even though it was simply my truth.

Religion teaches us that following blindly is the key to “avoid hell and please God”, but human beings CANNOT do that on their own. Also, what’s most important to a non born again person and born again person is the use of your free will. It is divinely given and demons CANNOT override it. God would NEVER tell us to give up our free will. Giving it up to ANY spiritual entity is probably the worst idea ever ; yet church encourages us to do it all the time. In addition to that, giving away your free will to “follow God” when you’re not even born again just pushes the idea that you have to choose God, which is simply not true.
God respects your free will and wants you to use it by faith not out of fear or habit.

If you find yourself pushed, harassed even, by people in the church, condemning voices and need counseling and deliverance our Pastor will be there to help you with a loving ear to listen and loving straightforward words to encourage, rebuke and set free.

Call us at 888 818 1117 or send an email to rescueonfb@icloud.com in order to set up an appointment with Pastor Pam.

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Catholicism: What About Purgatory?

17 Jan

I have been born again 44 years and until recently, understanding purgatory was not a priority for me. However, since many of those who seek deliverance from Pam Sheppard Ministries are Catholic, it was mandatory that I study its implications toward addressing why so many Catholics need deliverance. Since the Lord Jesus Christ said that knowing the truth will set captives free, it’s time to fathom the hold that purgatory has had over the lives of many.

Catholicism teaches that there are two kinds of sin: mortal and venial. Venial sins are not considered deadly, but as indicated from Catholic.com, even though mortal sins can be forgiven, venial sins need to be purified because though not deadly, venial sins are impurities that require a temporary punishment.

As purgatory is defined, Catholics are taught that it is a necessary spiritual place “out there in the ether somewhere,” that is like a holding center for the spirits of dead Catholics in order to purify their already dead souls as a prelude to entrance into heaven. The scripture used to support this teaching is found in Revelation 21:27:and nothing unclean and no one who practices abomination and lying, shall ever come into it, but only those whose names are written in the Lamb’s book of life.”

My first observation is to ask “Why would the Lord Jesus Christ of Nazareth shed His blood for the remission of sin, pay the punishment for all sinners in His blood, be resurrected, go into hell and release all the captives out of Abraham’s bosom, and yet maintain a holding cell for the purification of “venial” sins? Is not purgatory a sign that the Lord’s blood is not powerful enough? did Jesus lie when He declared “It is finished?”

So I perceive that those who promulgated this blasphemous heresy do not understand the power of the blood of Jesus Christ of Nazareth within the context of redemption sanctification, justification and rebirth.

1. Redemption: To be redeemed is to be purchased. The sinner is akin to a slave on the eternal auction block, owned by Satan. Those whom God has called have been purchased by the Lord’s blood, and their spirits were eternally cleansed, purified at the moment the Lord cried out from the cross “it is finished!!!”

2. Sanctification: To Be sanctified is to “be made holy.” To be Holy is to be clean. We have been taken from among the heathen and gathered out. He says “I will sprinkle clean water upon you.” look at God”s emphasis. On all the “I will’s.” He says “I will sprinkle clean water upon you. I will give you a new heart, I will give you a new spirit, I will put a new spirit within you, I will take away the stony heart out of your flesh, I will put My Spirit in you, and I will cause you to walk in My statutes and you shall keep My judgments and do them.” IN THE BLOOD OF JESUS, WE ARE CLEAN!!!! ( Ezekiel 36)

3. Justification: To be justified is to be declared INNOCENT EVEN THOUGH YOU WERE ONCE GUILTY! This occurs because in His blood and by His resurrection, we become new creatures. Old things are passed away including ALL past sins. All things become new. The blood of Jesus speaks and declares that we are no longer sinners once we have been made new. Sure, we will sin because our souls must be renewed within our daily walk. But John tells us that when we DO sin, the blood of Jesus cleanses us of the sin once we have truly repented.b(1John1)

4. Rebirth: We are a three part being, spirit, soul and body. What is reborn and made completely clean is our spirits, not our souls and not our bodies. Our spirits are instantly purified in the blood of Jesus the moment we become “born again.” So when we die, since ALL of our spirits ARE purified in His blood and by His resurrection, our spirits immediately go to heaven. So, why purgatory?

Here is the deal. Catholicism is based on works. It’s religious legalism, straight and simple. Catholic priests cannot cast out evil spirits because these entities only respond to faith in the cross and the resurrection of Jesus Christ.

Consequently, all of that Catholic exorcism stuff is a sham. A play or movie whose director is The devil. A belief in purgatory is the first domino to fall. Included in all of these false or mixed teachings is the divinity of Mary. It is also a deception.Why? because Mary was alive at the cross. For as He hung there, the Lord called on John to “look after His mother.” So Mary stayed on earth until she died and then her spirit went to heaven just as all who die in Christ do.

Also, praying to dead saints is necromancy, needing an article or two all to itself!!!

I could go on and on here, but for now, I will simply say, “there is no such place as purgatory.”

If you need to be set free from religiosity, call PSM at 888-818-1117 or send an email to getreadyforthelord@gmail.com

The Hunt: Fallen Angels & Religious Demons in Everyday Life

11 Jan
One third of the angels in heaven rebelled with Satan and were cast out by God. They now dwell the earth. What do they do all day, and how does it affect us?


Many of the clientele that PSM deals with have undergone a spiritual torment of some variety. They have endured blasphemous thoughts, evil visions, religiosity and physical torment from demons and fallen angels among other things. What is shocking about it is that many of them only started experiencing such things after attending church and other religious practices!

Why are so many people experiencing these afflictions? Why and how are they led into it? And what can be done about it? All of these questions and more will be explored in this article. It is written that God’s people are destroyed for a lack of knowledge. Let this article serve as knowledge bestowed unto His people so that they may be learned when dealing with the forces of evil. For you, too, will experience a moment when Satan and his emissaries leap at you when you were doing nothing but going about your daily business.

This will be divided into 3 parts: 1) Understanding Satan’s motivations for attacking the saints, 2) how demons and fallen angels operate in everyday life and 3) what those in God, both born again and not, can do to deal with such attacks.

1: Understanding Satan’s motivations for attacking the saints.

I want you to think big picture for a moment. We live in a vast world with over 7 billion people on earth. Yet, there is a spiritual realm — one that is invisible — consisting of God, Satan, angels of God, angels of Satan, demons and more. All of these beings have the capability to do things that are impossible in the physical realm.

Where we come in is the fact that we are a special creation: Man. We were designed to have spiritual fellowship and worship with God. This puts us above all the animals of the earth and marks us as an object of hatred for Satan because we are a divinely crafted being that is meant to worship the one true God: Jesus Christ of Nazareth. Satan rebelled against God and set out to be god. Because of our unique nature, he seeks worship from us and control over us. God wants man to be redeemed and reconciled to Him; Satan wants man under his control and to be used against God’s will. This is the battleground of spiritual warfare we find ourselves in the midst of.

Furthermore, we know that man ultimately has one of two fates: being born again with the Spirit of God and reconciled to Him for all eternity, or suffering damnation due to their unrepentant soul remaining separated from God all throughout his life. Satan and his forces have been on earth for thousands of years and they have sharpened their skills in weaving deceit across the minds of man. The rivers of time flow with the souls of man floating across it quietly, while Satan comes crashing against them like a tidal wave seeking to bring them under into the depths.

The scriptures speak of the elect of God. They are the heirs of salvation. Many of the clientele who have come to PSM are the elect of God, waiting to be born again. This means that they are special targets of Satan because he especially revels in attacking those who are predestined to serve the Lord Jesus Christ.

Now I want to bring you back to a point I made earlier: 7+ billion people live on the earth as we speak. Yet many more billions populated the world before our fleeting time here on earth. For all of those people who came before us over the course of thousands of years, these evil forces were working to bring about their destruction. And when their targets died and left the physical realm, they would go onto the next target(s). So these evil forces are extremely learned and skilled with crafting intricate plans to attack their targets.

For the people on earth, demons and fallen angels are assigned to them to bring about their downfall. So what do they do all day while we are living our daily lives? Demons and fallen angels spend their entire existence plotting the fall of man and acting out to lead them into spiritual pitfalls and traps. This brings us to the next point: exactly what it is that they do to deceive man.

2: How Demons and Fallen Angels Operate in Everyday Life

Let us look at how the Lord Jesus Christ of Nazareth described Satan. While rebuking the Pharisees in John 8:44, He said: “You are of your father the devil, and you want to do the desires of your father. He was a murderer from the beginning, and does not stand in the truth because there is no truth in him. Whenever he tells a lie, he speaks from his own nature, because he is a liar and the father of lies.”

So there it is: Satan’s main weapon of choice against man is lies. For more information on how lies affect soul and spirit, check out my article here: Lies and Deception Affect Both Soul & Spirit.

However, I want to bring this all together so that one may begin to understand what is going on in the spirit realm and how it affects the physical so that they may begin to think critically on their own situation and achieve victory.

A lie is a statement lacking in truth and planted to bring deceit into the mind of its hearer if they believe it. The full truth of a matter is not always immediate to the person who is looking at it. In the spirit, Satan and his workers are constantly at work creating false ideas to present to its target and lead them into other falsehoods to have more control of them. I will use myself as an example.

I grew up in a non-denominational church. This church was as modest as they come: no stained glass windows, a plain room with wooden walls and about 20 or 30 partakers total. We didn’t even have a pastor! Yet God the Holy Spirit was not there and He never was. Satan used his lie of this false Christianity and used my upbringing to start accepting its ideas. When I started getting blasphemous thoughts, he used the lie that I was eternally damned to bring fear into me which led to me partaking in more religious practices in an effort to draw near to God and receive mercy. However since this false brand of Christianity was under the devil who had made the lie, it granted him more control and power over me which led to the blasphemous thoughts and spiritual torment I would later face.

I need to take a moment to hammer this home: This is just ONE example of how a fallen angel led me into deceit. These demons and fallen angels use ALL MANNER of deceit to bring people into captivity. Think of the hundreds of false religions throughout the world; its partakers experience a counterfeit peace and think it is the real deal, living their entire lives in a house that was built on sand. It is not just religion. Nowhere close. Let me give you a list of some of the deceits that we see prevalent in the world today:

– That there is no God
– Conspiracy theories that lead its captives to paranoia
– Health practices like yoga which are seeing a surge, they come from ancient false religions
– Superstitions
– Belief in aliens
– Belief that one race is inherently superior to another: racism
– Extremist beliefs, often leading to violence
– That man can naturally be born homosexual
– Transgenderism
– Hundreds of false religions
– Sex before marriage is acceptable in the eyes of God
– That man is his own master and will save himself
– That sin does not exist
– There is no harm in marijuana nor other recreational drugs

And more. These are broad strokes, but Satan operates on much smaller scales if he needs to. For example, he has sent people to me who uttered a single sentence that he put in their mind to be used against me. This is happening all the time in the many interactions people are having with one another and they are none the wiser for it because they do not know that their thoughts are not always their own. The devil can plant lies and attacks in the people via thoughts to be used against others.

Satan will have you believing that the false ideas implanted into your soul that have led to further corruption are really the truth if you are not equipped with the knowledge of the Lord God.

Every person has demons or fallen angels assigned to them. Those evil spirits constantly plot against the person and tailor-make a plan that will specifically work against that individual. Do you like to do drugs and enjoy a high? Satan will send someone your way with a fatal drug that will lead to overdose. Are you faithful and dutiful? He will lead you into a false religion that appeals to that part of your personality. Are you innately skeptical of authority? You will find conspiracies popping up on your Facebook feed and you will find yourself deep in the rabbit hole before you know it. Do you have a friend or family member whose beliefs differ from yours, or even agrees with a false religion or idea you follow? They, too, will be used to bring you deeper into deceit.

One way to look at it is that these demons’ efforts to destroy man is like a hunt. They are hunters seeking to kill their prey. It is the point of their existence, and nothing brings them more glee to see man destroyed by their wiles and tricks.

So what are we to do? While one should never live in fear, it seems the odds are stacked against us. We are up against fallen angels and demons, powers and principalities who have thousands of years’ worth of experience in sowing deceit and wreaking destruction. Satan is a skilled liar to the point that he has managed to convince a great many people that he does not even exist, along with many of his lies being accepted as common knowledge in the present day and age. How can we possibly outwit these evil forces and defend ourselves?

3: Dealing with demons and fallen angels

To begin rebuffing the devil, we must identify the root of the deception or attack that is being used against us. For those who are in spiritual torment I tell you this: you brought this on yourself due to a lack of knowledge. I say this with no harshness; I brought a severe demonic attack on myself years ago by praying to a false god in ignorance. So ask yourself: what lie did I believe, and what action did I take that has enabled these evil spirits to gain ground over my soul and influence my life to such a serious degree?

The Lord Jesus Christ of Nazareth said the truth will set you free. I never understood the significance of those words until I came to the ministry. I suffered a false conversion years ago. When I started counseling with Pastor Pam in 2016, one of the first spiritual gems she dropped on me was the fact that I was not truly born again. By accepting this truth, it allowed my mind to let go of the lie that I was born again and, in due time, enabled Pastor Pam to cure my torment through prayer in the name of the Lord Jesus Christ. Lies are overturned with truth, which we should always strive to find. Many of you, like myself, had erroneously partaken in a religion that they thought was Christianity, only to be led astray and in torment like a sick practical joke.

Accepting truth and letting go of lies applies to other matters. It is through thorough research and being logical that we can start to gain a foothold in truth which will then rebuff lies that the devil comes at us with. If lack of knowledge is what destroys God’s people, it is the abundance of knowledge that will gain us victory. So be eager to learn the truth of all things, and do not simply take things at face value. Yet also forgive yourself if you walk into deceit, for it is by making mistakes that we learn.

One example of this that I will give is dreams. Many of the clientele that PSM works with have dreams, both from God and the devil. The ones from the latter are designed to bring the person into deceit. A few years ago, I was jumping rope and doing boxing exercises in the gym. One night, I dreamt that Pastor Pam called me and said, “It looks like you’re training to be a fighter. You should take up martial arts.”

I knew that martial arts employs eastern philosophies and practices in its teachings, and would give ground to the devil. So I kept with what I was doing and stayed content in it; I did not chase after a form of combat that would give the devil more ground over me. I knew that demons have the power to take other forms, so one posed as her in an effort to have me obey them.

In addition to this, demons always use fear to come at the captive. It is fear that gives the demons more access to the person and influence them so we must always be on guard against it. If a captive can manage to break through that fear, they demolish the control of the evil spirits attacking them. In the case of the non-born again, they must be bold. By that, I mean they must be “bulletproof” and willing to walk through the mental bullets firing at them through blasphemous thoughts, visions, physical torment, etc. You ever see the movies where a superhero like Superman or Ironman endures gunfire without a scratch? They don’t even flinch. That’s how one has to be like. Steadfast. Don’t stop your life just for religion’s sake. Keep marching strong! Then, your faith in Christ and your willpower strengthens. Don’t flinch, or buckle, or fret. Keep a cool head against these spiritual attacks and use your free will to act in a manner that is pleasing to the Lord God.

There is sometimes a need for more extreme action to be taken against the devils’ attacks. Some attacks are so serious that it takes prayer and intervention of God. Depending on what it is, He may deal with it by either immediately giving the person relief or leading them on a process of gaining healing over it. This is where counseling comes in, a service that Pastor Pam provides.

Lastly, I encourage the reader to be humble. It takes humility to accept the truth. Sometimes it is not easy to accept that one has been deceived, or that their own thinking has been incorrect and only led to more pain or torment. Yet you should take heart because it is written in the New Testament that God resists the proud, but gives grace to the humble. With grace comes healing. Do not hesitate to come to the Lord God in humility. In fact, that is the key to and the beginning of real healing.

Have you been led into lies and deceit by the devil? Do you wish to uncover the truth and gain healing over the spiritual torment that shackles you? Send an email to rescueonfb@icloud.com or call 888-818-1117.

The Prophet Daniel and the End of Days

4 Jan

By SHE Warrior of God

Daniel’ s Prophecies Reveal Much About These Days!

In Chapters 9 & 10, Daniel was fasting, applying no ointments and eating no choice foods while he prayed in the land for three weeks. Daniel’s prayer was answered by an Angel that appeared before him on the waters of a river. Daniel was the only person that saw this Angel and all others around Daniel could not see the Angel but they felt his presence and they hid in utter fear.

I feel that Daniel was overpowered by the true majesty and Divine nature of the Angel that was sent to deliver a message on behalf of God. Daniel was stricken with weakness due to his fast and the presence of the Angelic being. Daniel could not speak, stand or barely breathe in the presence of such power. I believe that Daniel was in shock that an Angel stood before him. He described the Angel’s appearance and the regal nature of his clothing, skin, a voice of many and fiery eyes.

The message that the Angel had for Daniel was that his prayer had been answered by God himself and that this Angel was dispatched to meet with Daniel to deliver a message personally from God. The Angel told Daniel that immediately upon his open prayer, this Angel was sent with a message. The Angel encountered interference and a longstanding defense from spiritual being called the prince of Persia and his powers and principalities. This Angel called for help and the powerful and almighty Warrior Battle Angel Michael came to assist him.

Michael allowed the Angel to pass through from the third heaven, through the Firmaments of air and water, so that he may enter into the Earth realm to meet with Daniel to deliver a prophecy. This prophecy, allowed Daniel to understand that his people would not be damned forever but a time has been placed upon how long they may suffer until the powers of the one that hurts them is taken away by God.

The Angel delivered news of the coming Antichrist who is a part of the beast system that was revealed to Daniel in his dreams earlier on in the book. The Angel described that this being of opposition and blasphemous intent would attempt to elevate himself above God in the Temple of God by creating “World Peace”, “World Love”, “World Religion” and “World Government” and after three and one half years, a stop to all sacrifices will ensue.

furthermore, This being will claim to be God and he will be a cause of great deception and error of the elect in End times. At the end of seven years, this Antichrist being will also cause a mass slaughtering of God’s children during the End of Days. God’s children will be trampled, eaten and destroyed.

The Angel notified Daniel that after this time, the Anointed One, Jesus Christ of Nazareth, the living Son of the Holy Father God, will return to disband the beast system, the harlot, the false prophet and the Antichrist being, The Lord God will return to reign upon this Earth for 1,000 years, as he Has already defeated all evil at Calvary. After His 1000 year rule on Earth, Jesus causes their destruction, making known their now desolate worship to God, Judgement Day & then casting these evil entities into the Lake of Fire for eternity.

. When Jesus returns, there will be true peace, true love, true compassion, true kindness and true humanity that if chosen, will become in alignment with the Will of our Father God, Jesus Christ and the Holy Spirit. Daniel received the information he was waiting for and praying for. Daniel was now left with the understanding that God has set this path for the people of Jerusalem in motion purposefully and that all evil that claims to reign supreme over God’s chosen will be defeated once again by the End All and Be All, the I AM, The Father God.

Translated From Darkness to Light

1 Jan

Posted by gailatrescue

In Christ there is freedom

It will now be six and a half years ago, before I came to find Pam Sheppard Ministries. At that time, I was hearing voices 24 hours a day and 7 days a week. It all started gradually when they would say one word every 5 to 10 minutes. They would say things like “leave”. Later on, it gradually turned into constant, long running words telling me to do things and talking about Jesus.

The voices grew stronger after I visited a psychic, who claimed that she could help me. The voices started telling me to leave my job and not to go back into that building. One day, I obeyed those evil spirits and I left my job. That was a big mistake. As soon as I obeyed them, I gave them authority and control over me, and with that, those evil spirits continued a 24/7 harassment, while not giving me any breaks or pauses.

Then I discovered an article online written by Pastor Pam Sheppard. I called her and when we spoke about my situation, she had knowledge about this subject and understood what was happening to me. One of the ways her knowledge was evident was when she made it clear that me obeying those spirits was the absolute wrong thing to do. She discerned fear coming from me and she also knew that I was not really born again, even though I thought I was.

Eventually, Pastor Pam started counseling me and I watched many of her videos, read her articles, and read her books. One of the many great things that counseling with Pastor Pam did was help me take back my free will. Like she says in the video below, we worked and worked and worked until I took back my God given free will!!! I am holding it dear to me.

After being in counseling and mentoring with Pastor Pam for over 5 years I have progressed tremendously. The voices dramatically decreased to the point where I would go days without hearing from them. To me that is a true miracle. I have found multiple jobs and have been able to work in different areas that I felt was a better fit for me, compared to before where I was living in fear about being unemployed and unsure of when I would ever receive another pay check again.

Years ago as a teenager I “accepted Jesus”, when prompted by the preacher to walk down the aisle and do such a thing. Yet looking back I realized I “accepted Jesus” out of pressure and fear to do what was expected of me. I followed a projected promise that suggested I would be saved just by accepting him.

Yet when those evil spirits came to harass me my prayers, church attendance, and reading the Bible only made the voices come stronger and led to an increasing mention about what “Jesus” thinks I should do.

 During the time of hearing voices constantly, they would often speak about Jesus. Something did not seem right. Everything they wanted me to do was not fruitful and did not help me in my life whatsoever. Instead, anything I listened to them about put me in danger.

After being in counseling with Pastor Pam she taught me that I had a false conversion. Once I found out about the false conversion I had, I realized that I was right to be suspicious of the worship and religious practices I was getting myself involved in. I finally started to realize that I was worshipping the fake Jesus and praying to him. When I found that out, I immediately stopped worshipping the fake Jesus and removed myself out of religious behaviors that were deeply rooted in my life.

One of the ways I advanced against those evil spirits harassing me was when I renounced the false conversion I had. Not too long after that I no longer heard voices in my head saying “Jesus thinks this”, “Jesus thinks that”. Still, I wanted those evil spirits to leave me alone and not talk to me about anything at all because they were still commenting about everything I was doing. Thankfully, eventually I went from hearing voices constantly and consistently to then having significant and dramatic reduction as I continued being counseled and mentored by Pastor Pam. I was feeling relieved and grateful for this.

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From darkness to light by the grace of true salvation

As far as true salvation, I learned from Pastor Pam about waiting on God’s call to cause my salvation. Besides, there was plenty of work I needed to do on my soul due to all the years since childhood of damage, pain, insecurity, and worries lodged deep inside me.

Once a week for 5 years, I had counseling sessions with Pastor Pam. I adored and enjoyed her company whether on the phone or in person. I attribute much of my improvements to her patience, wisdom, motivation, and support. I developed a closeness to her that meant a lot to me.

As I peeled off my passive nature that I have had for years, I discovered the real me was a risk taker at times and not a follower. Raised in California, I decided to make a change and move over to the East Coast, to New York Upstate and live near Pastor Pam. It didn’t matter what anyone thought about that decision or what was thought of as popular. All that mattered was that I did what was best for me.

Yet, throughout those five years, Pastor Pam noticed that though I had made so much progress, and was a big part of her Ministerial team, dutifully helping, and seeking to continue to help, presenting at her Bible studies and so on, but why was I not born again yet? In fact, there would be moments at a Bible study session where I would start sobbing as scripture was read, but it did not transition into a salvation experience. This happened multiple times.

Nevertheless, Pastor Pam continued with her mentorship and counseling with me. I remained a loyal member in her Ministry, helping her as she gave me assignments that she believed I was capable of doing.

Then Pastor Pam had her annual workshop from Friday July 19th to Sunday July 21st. I was a part of the Pam Sheppard Ministries (PSM) committee that would prepare for the workshop and reserve the location of where the workshop would be held. It turns out that the location that Pam Sheppard Ministries was supposed to have the workshop in, was only going to be available on Friday July 19th and we had to make arrangements to find another location for Saturday and Sunday.

Thankfully we found another good location, and were able to reserve a nice space to accommodate the workshop. The new location happened to be the same complex that Pastor Pam got born again. Many years ago she used that same room to hold church services in the big room where our PSM workshop would be held.

The first day of the workshop went well. We were introduced to a young innovative newcomer, Evan, who just a few months before, became born again after reading one of Pastor Pam’s books and watching a series of her videos. We enjoyed Chinese food and gathered around as we shared the different ideas we had for the Ministry.

The next day on Saturday, Pastor Pam preached a powerful sermon as she included the emphasis and amplification about the resurrection of Jesus Christ of Nazareth. In addition to the many important topics we discussed, Pastor Pam went around the room asking who felt they needed deliverance. Those who needed prayer and assistance with deliverance were helped that day by Pastor Pam. She spoke to me as well about my need for deliverance. I knew I was still battling with evil spirits who were trying to discourage and distract me.

Later that day the attendees enjoyed a hearty meal at a popular restaurant. I had no idea what was to come the next day.

Yet something was bothering me that Saturday night when I came home to my apartment after that dinner. It was the devil that was bothering me. That evening, an evil spirit spoke through me and laughed mockingly. That night, evil spirits were present with back and forth talk, with the intent to frustrate, place fear, and unrest in me. I called Pastor Pam that night and told her what was going on. She prayed for me. I was glad that she prayed for me and then I went to bed. Yet I had a semi restless night, unable to find peace nor sustained rest while in my own bed. Finally I got some rest and woke up the next morning to get ready for the last day of the workshop with Pam Sheppard Ministries.

On the morning of the last day of PSM’s workshop, while in my apartment, there was a pressure that I felt on my body as I was getting ready for the workshop. Again, those evil spirits were more noticeable than usual, whispering strange words to me, as I was preparing to leave my apartment. When I closed that apartment door to head to my car, that pressure that I felt suddenly began to go away and there was no longer harassment from those evil spirits.

I picked up some fellow members and drove them to our reserved workshop location. We all settled in our same seats from the day before. Evan read scripture from the Bible describing God’s people.

After this scripture was read, Pastor Pam brought this question up to everyone in the workshop: “are you God’s people?” If so, why?” We all went around in a circle to answer this question. When it came to be my turn, I answered: “yes I am God’s people”, and then surprisingly I began to cry. At that time as I was speaking, I had enough. I had enough of the devils antics. I was tired of the enemy finding different ways to bother me. All of the worries in my mind, troubles and fears, at that moment, suddenly I knew that it didn’t matter. I said: “I’m tired of the devils attampts to prevent me from doing what God wants me to do!!! These distractions are not what’s important!” I yelled out: “it’s about Jesus. It’s about Christ!!” As I was talking, Pastor Pam said: “are you born again?” I said to her, I’m just talking. And the attendees laughed. I was letting out my feelings and expressing what I was going through.

At that moment I knew that my wordly worries needed to be pushed aside.

Pastor Pamela Sheppard heard me mention Jesus and she was like a seasoned midwife in addition to a warrior. She got up out of her chair, saw that I was sobbing and talking about Jesus. Which is a noteworthy observation because ever since I renounced my false conversion, I rarely mentioned Jesus’s name for about 5 years. Instead, our counseling sessions often focused on the strongholds that the world had over me.

Back to that moment on July 19th, 2020. Pastor Pam suddenly yelled out “repent!” I replied with: “I can’t.” Pamela Sheppard said is that the devil? And she boldly told the devil to leave. Next, I sobbed, crying, with sorrow, shouting that I sinned over and over again. She then asked me who is your Lord? I had no idea what I was going to say. All of a sudden I blurted “Jesus!!!!!!!!!” “It’s Jesus!!!!!” “It’s Jesus!!!!!!” I heard my own voice, louder than it has ever been in my life talking about Jesus. My voice was roaring loud, filling the entire room. Oh my goodness and after that I was convicted. I was like a screaming, crying baby that was just being born. Faith had just been given to me about Jesus and I had no idea it was going to be given to me at that moment. The Holy Spirit convicted me in such an unforgettable way.

Me, a person who focused so much on what the world thinks was being humbled and broken down by God. How I appeared didn’t matter. All that mattered was what the Holy Spirit was drawing me to and that was the focus of Jesus. I kept saying the name Jesus. As I continued to say his name, I started to realize, Oh my, he actually did come back alive. Truly alive, not in Spirit but physically. It was something that deep down I always thought was impossible and now I believed it.

What was happening was me having a shocking discovery and revelation of this unforgettable miracle of the resurrection of Jesus Christ of Nazareth. What the gospel said was true. It was actually true. I screeched in absolute shock and amazement, with my mouth wide open, walking to one corner of the room, sliding down to the floor, as if no one was in that room. I covered my mouth with amazement. Then I yelled out with a combination of tears, awe, and astonishment, saying out loud over and over, “Oh My God, Jesus is actually alive.”

Then suddenly confidence came to me. A confidence I had never ever felt in my entire life. I felt strong and as if I was a new person. A new person who was no longer bound and restrained. I next walked around the room, celebrating the resurrection of the Lord. All the attendees clapped and cheered for me as this was all happening.

July 21st, 2019 at 12 pm was when my day arrived and I got born again.

God gave me a true salvation experience which was truly supernatural and absolutely not of my own doing. I had no idea I would become born again the day that I did. I was not expecting it. I was GIVEN faith by the grace of God to believe in the death and resurrection of Jesus Christ of Nazareth.

Now today I know that I am a new creation in Christ. His grace of everything he has done and the power that is Him with the faith given to me that He defeated death has been a resounding and continuing impact on me.

The next morning while I was in my own apartment, I walked past my bathroom mirror, took a quick glance and felt that there was something different about how I looked. I first shrugged it off and said, hmmpf maybe it’s nothing. But yet I couldn’t shake off that change I saw. I slowly went to the mirror and looked at my face. I couldn’t believe it but I was right, my face looked different. Relaxed. Happy and no longer tense or rigid. Now there was a look of happiness and excitement. When I smiled, it came naturally and felt so good to smile.

The next day that Pastor Pam saw me she said that I used to have a perpetual look of worry on my forehead and it was now gone. I was shocked that she noticed it too, as I thought that no one else would notice what I saw in the mirror that morning. I would come to find out that other members of the Ministry noticed this change as well.

As for those voices, even before I got born again, they significantly reduced. I have not heard from them 24/7 as I kept continuing my deliverance counseling sessions with Pastor Pam once a week without ever missing a day for 5 years. Since my rebirth less than 2 months ago, I observed even more change and improvement in that aspect. My salvation experience is so unforgettable, that it is my weapon and shield against them. The peace that I have is wonderfully more consistent than before I got born again and the voices from evil spirits continue to dramatically decrease more and more than before. Each week, I notice even more improvement against them, in that their presence has and continues to diminish and be rare.

And now, in 2021, I continue to be strengthened by the Holy Spirit that stays in me. My soul continues to strengthen, as God and the Holy Spirit use the lessons of life to heal me, and provide me with continued growth and empowerment.

Am I Truly Born Again? – Already Not Yet

Today in 2021 I am maturing in Christ! The peace that I felt the moment I got born again: remains. No matter what I go through, the fruits of the Spirit are my backing, my encouragement. The devil has tried in ulterior ways to distract me, deter me, and discourage me, yet his attempts are just that: attempts. The weapons of Christ’s salvation and overwhelming characteristics of truth always pull me out of whatever attacks the devil has tried.

Since being born again, I have noticed some changes that I didn’t pick up before. I used to get these dreams that would lead me to feel noticeably numb in my body and they seemed so real, and left me with fear during the dream and would linger after waking up. Yet now, I no longer have those dreams.

My desire to alert the elect of God continues. I think about those who are waiting for their time, but just need to be pulled out of the darkness they are in.

Though 2020 has been a challenging year for all, by the grace of God he has repeatedly provided me with wonderful employment opportunities, protection, happiness, and new beginnings. I appreciate the quietness in my mind, which is a lesson for me. You see, many years ago, way before I found Pam Sheppard Ministries, I made several invitations in my life to evil spirits looking for them to “help” me with my problems. As a result, the aforementioned voices from evil spirits came. Now, since I have overcome all of that, as a born again person, I am happy to have the freedom that I have. I enjoy the removal of bondage from religious, worldly, and witchcraft evil spirits.

Hope is a foundation that stays in me. Hope is instilled in me of Christ’s love, and Christ’s power. I am more confident not because of me but because of confidence given to me by Christ. As far as those voices, there is even more freedom from them than when I first got born again. The reduction from their presence continues. I have come a long way when it comes to those voices. The burdened bondage that I felt has been removed, by the grace of Christ. The voices continue to reduce, and there continues to be a dramatic change for the better in regards to that. In that aspect, the improvement always gets better week by week.

Was waiting 5 years for me to get born again worth it? It definitely was. Why? Because while waiting, my soul was being healed in much needed ways. Receiving help from Pam Sheppard Ministries gave me a healthy advantage as I was going about my life. I was safely altering and adjusting my life decisions based on what I knew about Satan’s deception tactics. God has blessed me with the truth as I learned of all the enemy’s deception. I am continually grateful for that. In the midst of waiting for my salvation experience, the progress I made was a sweet gift to have. Like the first bite into your favorite fruit you’ve been longing for, that sweetness of truth is refreshing. Throughout my waiting period, I did not waver but remained steadfast. I continued to learn from Pastor Pam as I had weekly deliverance counseling sessions. Learning that salvation is not of my own doing but a gift from God, helped me during my waiting time. I know that God intended to cause me to eventually enter His family.

The new creation that salvation in Jesus Christ has given to me is extremely fulfilling, rewarding, and sustains me. The grace of salvation by Christ is everlasting and irreplaceable of anything the world offers. The peace the Lord has given to me , I am thankful for it and will always be thankful for it. The Lord has taken me out of Satan’s dark world and into his light of truth.

Pam Sheppard Ministries is THE place to be if you are lost and in the dark. The answers you have been looking for are right here. There are people who have been struggling with torment of all sorts whether by demons, fallen angels, or the family members and friends the enemy is using against them. Call 1-888-818-1117 if you would like to know more about Pam Sheppard Ministries and what help you can be offered.