I am now convinced that The Lord has prophetic gifts for me but I am being both trained by Him and tested by the enemy.Over the last year, things that are about to happened have popped into my head just before they did and I have wondered why. A thought comes and that same day, the thought materializes and happens as I saw it. I say to myself, hmmmmmmmmmmmm.
Then it happened two days ago. I was on my way to the hair dresser and the thought popped into my head that I would take sick in the shop and the hairdresser would call for an ambulance.
It did not happen.
So what was THAT all about? Well, because I have had about four or five times this year where a thought popped into my head AND IT HAPPENED, I was supposed to think that because the thought popped in my head THIS TIME, that it would be on target again and that I would shortly be headed for the hospital.
I was supposed to panic and actually make it happen with fear.
It did not happen.
Why not? well first of all, I did not assume that all of those other instances were God. I was neutral about it and actually it did not even come to me how every time this has happened before, it was on target.
Then again, I was in a tough, fighting mood. I got out the car ready for anything. I was in the heart of the ghetto in this town.
My life was challenged about five minutes after I had the thought that I would be in an ambulance.
What should happen as I was crossing the street to go to the shop, a young man, sped around the corner of a high traffic block at about 65 miles an hour. I jumped back and shook my fist at him. if I did not jump back, I would have been road kill. The young man smiled and kept speeding as I yelled at him, shaking my fist.
felt like I was in the ole Richard Pryor movie called CAR WASH. LOL
Across the street, sprawled out on the stoop were two idle men, drinking. Both men saw what had just happened and said “Lady, who you about to kill today? I said “I am here to kick ass!” They broke out laughing and said “well we better get out a yo way!!!”
So I say all of this to say that I am not afraid of dying. That is what is keeping me alive. A lack of fear.
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When a person experiences extreme fear through a traumatic experience, demons will jump into them. I’m talking about a rape, being held at gunpoint, even a head on car collision, or a long fall down a steep hill. The trauma itself produces the fear in the targeted person, so that a demon can have a permanent home in the person. THE FEAR IS WHAT THE ENEMY IS AFTER. In my deliverance counseling practice, I have come in contact with several cases of demonic oppression that was caused by sudden and extreme fear.
To back me up is an online book written by Cisco Wheeler and Fritz Springmeier called “the Universal Shifts of Consciousness.” Cisco and Springmeir are former Illuminati mind control programmers who are now Christians. In summary, When the victims of fear reach out for some kind of an answer, the demons disguise themselves by offering their own solution. Here is what they have so astutely reported about how the enemy uses trauma in Chapter 10:
The demons offer some type of answer–so many Hail Marys, or so many sacrificed cats, or pray to some idol which is a disguised demon. The lies are turned into myths which the people believe. The myths are a blurring of reality which the people on one level may know are false, but their minds can’t break loose of the power of the lie. The power of the myths are fueled by tradition and demonic manifestations and demonic attacks.Anyone who steps outside of the demonic lie is attacked. The people feel they are being personally attacked when their traditions are ignored. Because a people has willingly sacrificed the truth for the falsehood in their need for relief from their trauma, they have chosen to be deceived. This choice to be deceived has a great deal of spiritual power to it. They are no longer truth-lovers. It is not enough to come to these people with the truth. They have rejected the truth. They must at some point will to seek the truth again.
These people can have all the proof shown to them about the truth, and they will continue to reject it. Their demonic bondage needs to be broken somehow.This bondage can be broken in a number of ways. Pointing out the inadequacies of the lies is sometimes sufficient to break the demonic spell over people. But after the lies are broken, they need to be followed by the truth–and the love of truth.
In my own words, taken from “Faces of the Religious Demon,” you will find my own assent to Cisco and Fritz:
“A nugget of truth may be extremely painful or it may immediately bring joy, exhilaration or relief. If received as pain, the captive may feel that the insight is a threat.
He might also perceive any new revelation as ‘opening a can of worms,’ and thereby
become discouraged or depressed because he perceives that he is facing too many changes, too sonn. As a deliverance counselor, I align my stance with that of the Savior’s. Jesus declared that once truth is known, it will set one free. Yet He did not guarantee that the price of freedom would not be painful. Even so, for a captive to become free to express who he really is, relieved from having to repress his emotions for so long, I believe that the pain is worth it. “
In my deliverance counseling/mentoring program called Spiritual Empowerment Workshop (SEW), we are dedicated to truth. Truth sometimes hurts but it is the only answer to trauma. Jesus Himself is the truth. You shall know the truth and the truth shall MAKE you free, for God did not give you a spirit of fear but a spirit of a sound mind.
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